Journal Entry for November 12, 2007
November 12, 2007 2:01pm
Well, here I am again. Can't sleep, not eating well and I still need to get in to see the doctor to get some of my meds refilled. I take all my …
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rachelntribe
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About Me
I am here to get help and to help if I can. If you want to know anything about me I haven't already shared message me. I'm a recovering alcoholic and addict, I have 2 types of depression, a personality disorder, PTSD, insomnia, anxiety, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, IBS, etc. Other than that like I said message me. My dad committed suicide 09/12/05. My stepmom accidentally overdosed on his medication 05/05/03 cause it looked just like a new prescription she had gotten and the guilt and how much he missed her was too much for him. I'm still not dealing with it very well. Some days are better than others though.
Interests
Reading, watching movies, sleeping when I can, spending time with my kids and my honey, driving and listenning to music.
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Journal Entry for October 29, 2007
October 29, 2007 12:06pm
I am tired and in pain. I can't sleep and it's wearing on me. Emotionally I am just blah. Thank you to everyone for being so supportive. I …
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Journal Entry for September 6, 2007
September 6, 2007 12:49pm
I don't know how long I am going to be able to write but I feel like I need to get some of this stuff out. I feel like I am going crazy. I hate …
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Journal Entry for August 10, 2007
August 10, 2007 8:04am
I feel like the luckiest woman in the whole world. I am in love with the most incredible man. And I am so scared that the universe is going to rip …
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Journal Entry for July 24, 2007
July 24, 2007 6:16am
I found out Saturday that a friend of mine died a couple of months ago. He was one of the first people I really connected with when I got sober. I …
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Support Groups
Close GERD & Heartburn
I've had acid reflux for years. I inherritted it. Among other things. Had to sleep sitting up in a recliner for 2 years until I could discipline myself to take my meds like I'm supposed to and stay away from foods that aggravate it. My mom was just diagnosed with diverticulitis and she is having a hard with the diet restrictions. She says she knows how I feel now though.
Treatments
- Aciphex Not Working
- Quit working.
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- When I can stick to it.
- Prevacid Not Working
- Prilosec Not Working
- Protonix Working / Worked
- The only thing I found that has worked longer than a year. Trying to find a dr to renew my prescription.
Close Multiple Personalities
Two of my exs have multiple personality disorder.
Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
I was diagnosed with CFS in 2000. I didn't know there were any treatments for it. I haven't been able to find a dr who knows much about it or how to treat it.
Open Diabetes Type 1
My son was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes 7 years ago in May.
Treatments
- Lantus Too Soon to Tell
Open Healthy Sex
rachelntribe hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
The man I was in love with drove up the canyon and shot himself in '99. My dad took an entire prescription of methadone on Sept. 10, 2005. Still having a hard time with it.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Did therapy for a while and it helped. Probably should go back.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Talking really helps cause then I am not in my head by myself. Bad neighborhood to hang out in, especially alone.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I was keeping a journal sort of and I have written him many letters and I've written some poetry.
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- Not sure how much it is helping.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Not sure how much it is helping.
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