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my skin is getting a little itchier and a little pinker...so that sucks..but im trying not to be depressed about it or over think this cuz im gonna start work soon. im gonna try to be as hopeful as possible and keep my hands to myself and try not to scratch....errr...
so on the weight thing, ive gained ten pounds over ths summer....im the fattest ive ever been and i feel disgusting. nothing fits me right and i just dont feel good. but i guess it takes hitting rock bottom to start rising to the top. im not goin to mope around and be depressed about "being fat" im gonna put into action what i want, and hit the gym and eat moderately...not get all crazy and limit my food....so yeah, we'll see...i think once i get into the swing of things at school, i wont be so lazy and wont have so much down time to eat..cuz i eat when im lazy and bored...weird huh??? but i need to go to the gym as if it were a pill i have to take,,,everyday....going to the gym will help me get to the weight i should be, plus help my immune system...and plus, i love working out...the hardest part is getting to the gym, but i will fight the lethargic feelings and get there..
ok, well we'll see how it goes...wish me luck..i dont wanna go crazy with all this
