I think I am cycling.Lately I've been up and down.I feel like I'm on a roller coaster that doesn't seem to stop.I've been pretty stable for the most part until lately.The ups are great but the downs are hell and I am experiencing that now.I've been through so much stuff in such a short space of time so I guess it was bound to happen.I've just been so tired for the last 2 days.I feel like I'm running on empty even though I've been getting a full night's sleep.I would just like to get off of the ride I feel like I'm on.I suppose everybody who has BP feels this way.I just hate it.BP is a part of me and I accept that but nobody said I had to like it.I don't at times.