Sephone's Journal

Just wanted to update my goals.  

I'm updating 5%for every 5 days I go without hurting myself.  So 10 days this far, and I'm doing ok.

The ex didn't come over last night, not because anything was wrong, but because one of my friends stayed over kind of late and by the time she left he was already in bed.  I missed him a lot last night.

I have no idea if he missed me as much, I hope he did.  Things are easier when we are on the same page.

I'm still sober, and I still don't want to go to the meetings.  I don't know if he's going to press the issue.  I guess I'll find out when he stays over tonight.