Sephone's Journal

I got another tattoo today.  I'm really excited about it.  I think they really help a lot.  They keep me from SI.  It's not finished yet.  It's a larger piece so I only have the outline done and I have to wait two weeks before I can get the shading done.

My best friend is going to get a matching one.  It has song lyrics that he wrote on it.  

It took two hours, and I didn't take a break.  I'm going to post pictures soon.

I've been a little emotionally self-destructive though.  I am kind of seeing my ex again.  Things are going pretty well for now.  We're not really in an exclusive relationship.  But that works for us because we are both moving out of town in a few months.  I'm a little worried because I know that he is pretty fickle, so I'm not sure how long this will last.  I think that being worried will work to my advantage though.  At least if I get hurt I will see it coming this time around.  I feel like being with him is good for me in a sense though.  Although he has hurt me in the past, he knows me really well.  I would rather be uncertain with someone who knows me than to feel blindly secure with someone who doesn't.  Especially since I am moving out of town.  I wouldn't want to start anything serious and leave.  So this non-relationship situation is working, at least for now.