my cat
he was 15 and died i held him as they put hi to sleep.....almost a year to the date when my dog died.....and then my …
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While writing in my "real life" journal in bed last night - I learned a ton more about my poor sleep and how far it goes back. Man - it made me cry...HARD. My Mom really tried to create a pretty room for me before she died...and all it did was make me miss her. I remember lying awake terrified of everything. I surrounded myself with over 75 stuffed animals - hoping they would keep me safe. I would lie there for hours...wondering if my Mom was really dead...or did she just leave me. I was 6.
No surprise...my sleep sucked last night and I did not leave the house today. Feeling quite alone...many friends out of town for the holiday week and my doctor's too. My plan to start a Day Program next week is out...hopefully the week after. Just hitting a few road blocks today. PMS is also starting to kick in I think. I suffer from PMDD - but I am on YAZ which has changed my life - only the stress of the last few months and the med changes have effected my hormones I think.
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