Journal Entry for July 20, 2008
July 20, 2008 12:29am
Well, I reached my goal of losing weight, but do you notice the happy meter has not gone up? I havent been on here in a while because I dont …
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Peeba
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About Me
I have been a music teacher for 7 years, but I just quit. I could not take the stress anymore. I have 3 dogs and they are awesome. My husband is amazing, but I feel bad that he has to deal with my ass. He is a true blessing to me. True quotes I have been told: "You are not fat, you're just built different" "You have J Lo's body" "Baby got back" "You'll always be curvy" "Marlyn Monroe had curves" "I like woman with muscular legs" "I was skinnier than you when I was your age" "Be happy with your shape, I don't like my balding head"
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Teaching Music, Cooking, Dogs
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Why did I do that to myself?
June 12, 2008 3:28pm
Caution. Weight mentioned and I'm highly irritated...
I was doing so well and enjoying my photos. I …
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2008
June 2, 2008 1:57am
I am here and still kickin. Still struggle daily w/ Ed, but I guess I have been trying to ignore it. I guess I am just so tired of …
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Dangit anyway!
May 20, 2008 10:22pm
F*** I am so screwed! I finally got my teachers license so that I can sub and they wont let me sub for the summer. I need a job or we …
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i know i've lost touch with almost all my friends online as well as in person. College is starting to get harder now that i'm out of my fresh year and it's consuming most of my time. If i'm not at work i'm at school. Then after I come home i'm doing homeowrk. It sucks but will pay off in the long run. How have you been?
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wow its been so long!!! i miss you too!! hey were almost out of summer, cool temps r on the way! its been so long!! i hope ur doing good. hugs
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Hey just commented on ur photo! u look lovely! :)
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You husband is a very lucky man,,, but your lucky to have him as well.... Please never forget this and enjoy your life together always!! I had a wonderful wife in my life but we lost site of what we had...very sad!
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hey, its been a while. how are things in vegas? hugs
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Close Eating Disorders
I have chewed and spit food since I was 15 and I am now 30.I dont eat and then binge alone.I see a "chunky" girl when I look in the mirror.I think about my goal weight and say in my head over and over...
Treatments
- Organic Diet Somewhat Helpful
- Works if I dont eat any other processed addictive foods
Close Asthma
I never knew I had asthma until I was 23. Everytime I had to run the mile in elementary school, I would throw up afterwards. My PE teacher didnt say anything. I always had trouble working out and everyone has always thought that I was out of shape and not athletic. F- them....
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Open Food Allergies
Type of allergy: Other NutsI am allergic to tree nuts. You cant imagine such a small allergy and how annoying it can be. It seems like every label contains traces of nuts!
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- It's hard to go out to eat. They always look at me like I'm a picky Bitch and then I end up eating tainted food...
- EpiPen Too Soon to Tell
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am re-married now,but 4 years ago I go divorced.My ex left me on Valentine's Day. He thought he was awesome-lead singer of a band, small town-thought he was awesome.Found out that he was always cheating on me.I was the only one in town that didnt know.What and idiot. After he left me I went crazy partying and dating.I lost a lot of weight then gained it when I went on Paxil-thank God I'm off of that. I am happy now, but think about my divorce almost everyday.
Treatments
- Love Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I recently have took this one on. I cant stop cleaning and organizing. Everything has to be in place or I cant function. People are just starting to notice.
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