I GUESS SOMEDAYS I FEEL GOOD BUT …
I GUESS SOMEDAYS I FEEL GOOD BUT WHEN THE DEPRESSION HITS IT WONT GO AWAY....ITS NOT THAT I DONT THINK OTHERS CARE I …
Somedays i feel so tired, like i just cant be bother carrying on anymore. I have always gone out of my way to help others and i feel like the people in my life just dont care. I feel like im going through it all alone, as much as my family try to understand what im going through, they dont and its really hard for me. My dad stresses me out, he expects me to do everything he says, we had a huge fight yesterday. Its just to hard
I GUESS SOMEDAYS I FEEL GOOD BUT WHEN THE DEPRESSION HITS IT WONT GO AWAY....ITS NOT THAT I DONT THINK OTHERS CARE I …
well it's finally feeling like spring and that just help's the spirit. i am getting so fustrated over the pain …
I'm feel pretty tired and sad today. Sleep was ok, too many interuptions though. Between the kids and the loud …
I think it must be something in the air...a lot of us feel squeezed into a corner, lately, w/things, "family." And, there seem to be no easy solutions, either...
Your grief is no less important than someone else's joy...unless someone's gone through what you've gone through, they are not going to "know" how it truly is for you.
It's like those of us who have never seen frontline action in a war...we can't comprehend how truly terrible it is to be in a situation like that, if we haven't been through it, ourselves.
Doing the right thing is never easy, is it?
Try to picture, though, what things would be like w/o your input...I know that sounds too much like, "It's a Wonderful Life," but there is a grain of truth to the fact that a lot of us help keep a lid on emotional disorder and chaos in a family...
Let your soul breathe for a bit...then advise others to just give you a little sea room...we can't all be perfect, right? Sometimes, we make the concessions, and sometimes, we have to ask it of others...
I am with you and hoping for more peaceful days, for you.
rushfan74
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