its been a while since i have written …
its been a while since i have written anything cause i havent really had anything to write, well anyway yesterday i had …
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Well,
thursday was 3 weeks since my dad passed. My mom has returned to work but is very unstable. We went to the grave and put some flowers on there. They have removed all the flowers from funeral and the ground is still raised where they layed the disturbed dirt. It is very weird to think of him under there. It all seems so fake and that I am in a dream but I can't wake up.
I just want to get through this.....
On another note. My husband and I are fighting constantly. He won't leave but continues to see other women. I tried looking for a place myself and hopfully I find somthing I can afford. I am scared to make that step though. I have been here raising my kids while he has been acting like a whore. How is this fair? Why won't he just leave and be a pig somewhere else?
UGG!
thursday was 3 weeks since my dad passed. My mom has returned to work but is very unstable. We went to the grave and put some flowers on there. They have removed all the flowers from funeral and the ground is still raised where they layed the disturbed dirt. It is very weird to think of him under there. It all seems so fake and that I am in a dream but I can't wake up.
I just want to get through this.....
On another note. My husband and I are fighting constantly. He won't leave but continues to see other women. I tried looking for a place myself and hopfully I find somthing I can afford. I am scared to make that step though. I have been here raising my kids while he has been acting like a whore. How is this fair? Why won't he just leave and be a pig somewhere else?
UGG!
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Yeah, mine took that final stand too. Not fair when they chose to leave the marriage. My sis managed to get hers to leave. She said I told you six months ago that you can't have a gf and live here. Here's your shit, get out and he went. I clapped. Mine fought to the bitter end. True to form I must say, once an asshole, always an asshole. What makes your situation so extra crappy is that you'd think he could give you a reprieve considering that you are mourning now, you don't need any added bullshit right now!!!!! I am thinking of you my dear. Maybe you could go stay with your Mom for a little while. Then you could be there for her, the kiddos are safe with Grandma and then he can have a little time to decide if he really wants to throw his awesome wife away. I bet he might just realize you are for real and maybe start acting like a decent man? I don't know just a thought that popped into my tired head. I was so much better the minute I was away from him. It was like my batteries recharged overnite. I felt like a new woman- the stress eats at you.
As always you are in my thoughts and prayers my dear. I know you've heard it all before but your Dad is in such a better place then us right now! Sorry you have to miss him so much though :( Take care of yourself sweetie!
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I hope you can find something and get out. I don't get guys that just can't pick up and leave... especially when kids are involved. They shouldn't have to suffer cause he's an ass. Make the step to leave though... you will be much better off.
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