Teetha's Journal

Boy what a week this week has been.......I FEEL LIKE my husband has died all over again..as our son came home on Tuesday, which wasnt a surprised to me cuz he had three days off from his work....He worked four days a week and had three days off...but when he came home he said he was moving home as he quit his job.......and has joined the Army...I have only two  kids and my daughter lives 250 miles from me...so I dont get to see her very often and now who knows where my son will be going!!!!!!!!!!!!!  And he has been so much company coming home every week on his days off..and NOW I WILL BE LEFT ALL ALONE......and I dont know what I am going to do with my self.........He hasnt even left yet but I feel like so much hurt on the inside that I cant describe the way I feel.....Last week one day I was having a bad day and I was thinking that I am not a wife anymore and not a mother either..THAT I AM A NOTHING.....OH LORD HELP ME......I dont want my son to leave.......OH GOD HELP ME........PLEASE GOD HELP ME...