Journal Entry for October 17, 2007
October 17, 2007 2:14pm
Haven't written in a while, but glad to be feeling like I have something to say...lol...even if it's for my own benefit. Just got back …
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I am wanting to find friendships with other people who are overweight like myself. Want to start being able to "move" emotionally and physically. Have had some serious things happen over the past 5 years and just can't seem to bounce back. Used to help other people, and now, I can't seem to help myself. I believe in God, but have let Him down in many ways also. Have hobbies: Stamping being number one. I try to come up with things to help me "stop" overeating, but it's not working.
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Journal Entry for August 29, 2007
August 29, 2007 11:50am
Well, I'm back on track, feel MUCH better, now that I know that my little family of friends are not lost to me...lol I never realized how …
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Journal Entry for August 29, 2007
August 29, 2007 11:10am
I'm sure I owe this to Doug...THANK you DOUG...again!!!!
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Journal Entry for August 29, 2007
August 29, 2007 11:10am
Well, hopefully everything is back to normal...never realized how much I MISSED all of you until you weren't there for me to talk …
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Hope all is well in the beautiful WRV. I came across an interview on a street fair in SF that I posted in my journal. Listen to it if you get a chance as it demonstrates why we need to diligently pray for this country. BTW, it's about 70 degree today if you can believe that!! The seasons are off by about a month. blessings. jean
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i'm freezing this morning lol. i guess its time to unpack winter clothes .oxxoxoxxxoxox
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I posted a very interesting article in my journal today that you will find interesting in light of our current discussions. It's another gorgeous day here--think we're having a late summer which is fine with me after all the rain we've had. blessings. jean
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Close Obesity
I'm 300 pounds and I'm 5 feet 3 inches. I am 55 years old. Been through a lot these past 5 years, and just having a hard time bouncing back.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- Would lose 40 pounds, then gain it, have done this 3 times these past 2 years.
- Physical Exercise Considering
- I try and then I give up.
- Dietary Modification Working / Worked
- I would try and would lose 40 then gain it, then lose it, then gain it.
Close Interracial Relationships
Married, divorced, and married again a hispanic man from Peru. Lived here for several years without any form of discrimination, and we all know being married, in a cultural marriage, let alone an intercultural marriage is hard enough. Had someone in public business come up to me on my property and make a remark about me being with a hispanic. Since the illegal issue, Ihave heard "several" remarks, even in line in a grocery store, about "illegals". My husband is an American citizen.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Went in to talk about "IF" my feelings of feeling persecuted by people not liking illegals was valid, or not. Was told to get a divorce.
Open Food Addiction
I weight 302 and a half. Started having few crisis, "marriage", etc... I started turning to food "any" kind of food to kill the pain, numb the anger, keep myself feeling better.. When my cupbards are getting low on things, I panick, wanting to go to the grocery store to stock up, and "then" I feel better.. It's so compulsive and if anyone tells me what I should do, even if I didn't think of doing before hand, I will do exactly what they said I shouldn't do, (eating something).
Open Anxiety
Have become like a "Monk" almost...getting a little concerned.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Just tried to breath to relax.
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
Have had IBS for years...and have had a few "accidents" to which I'm not even wanting to go into.. I was put on some medication that required 3 pills a day, but when I took one (not ever liking to have to take pills to begin with), a day, then...it helped...so my bottle lasted a "long" time.lol When I went back for a refill I found out that they had recalled the medicine as it had caused deaths. Then a new pill came out, to which I skipped it, and I notice it's been recalled as well..
Treatments
- Acidophilus Working / Worked
- Didn't see much difference
- Peppermint Working / Worked
- So so...
- Probiotics Working / Worked
- Couldn't tell really.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Man came upon my property and made a remark to me about being with a hispanic man, he used his sources in public office to make my life a living hell for 5 years...still reeling from it...
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- She said to move...
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Keep praying and asking God to help me get past this.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Makes me nervous, brings up past relationship with husband which was twice physical and once several times verbally abusive...
Open Family Issues
Don't get along with family members...
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- Tried writing to communicate with brothers...doesn't work...
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Not sure yet.
Open Phobia
I don't know how to explain this, but after watching "Monk" on t.v., I actually can relate to some of his feelings..at odd times things don't bother me, and then a day comes when it bothers me...silly things...
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