channy88's Journal

Well, i thought i had my anger problem sorted but it turns out i was wrong. My boyfriend asked me to cook his tea for when he got back from swimming so i did, but after i'd cooked it and he got home he said he wasn't hungry and because of that i completely lost it and threw a couple of breakable things around... i nearly hit him again but didn't! I know, you're thinking, how stupid is that, that she kicks off just cause he wasn't hungry... well i'm thinking that myself... it's the slightest thing that sets it off... Like say for instance if i'm washing up and i can't get something off a fork or something, thats it... I lose it!

Anyway, before i got completely out of hand i went to the doctors this morning and asked them to help me and help me properly otherwise someone would get seriously hurt one day. So now, i'm being referred to a Psychology department. I really hope this works, i just want my life back and not have to worry about something triggering my anger off... Its pathetic, i'm 19 years old and i'm so vicious towards people! That's not how it should be...

Well, keep your fingers crossed for me please and if anyone has any advice for me while i'm waiting for the appointment to come through... Please... Fire away!