Journal Entry for February 17, 2008
February 17, 2008 10:04pm
Oh how ive failed. Been back drinking for a while now and smoking...I dont know how or why just one weak moment to stuff it all up. Im back in a …
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Im a working father of 4 separated. in new relationship now with a great understanding woman. have kids on a fortnightly basis...I constantly fight with anxiety and depression due to a severely abusive childhood. recently given up alcohol to further improve my life and attend aa weekly. im not going to give up in any way or form the pits of hell dont scare me..ive already been there.
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dirt bike riding...my children...weekends away...spa baths...friends
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Journal Entry for August 24, 2007
August 24, 2007 9:17pm
oops....dopey me put my journal entry in the comments box......im not goingto write it all out again so..please scroll down...silly silly me.
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Journal Entry for August 21, 2007
August 21, 2007 11:57pm
knocked off work early today, goto go to the dentist ergh. things are going ok off the grog so i might start preparing for quitting smoking. after 37 …
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Journal Entry for August 18, 2007
August 18, 2007 6:45am
wow what a day...took kids on a train ride to a play park then went for a picnic lunch. after that we went shopping for a while then caught a coach …
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Journal Entry for August 17, 2007
August 17, 2007 6:47am
feeling tired from work but still feeling in an ok mood. kids made me laugh a lot tonight their all funny in their own innocent ways. its really good …
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You guys are wonderful. Dan, hang on to Tina, she's a sweetie, and sometimes love doesn't hurt. I'm still trying to accept that myself. COME TO DALLAS! Love, Cori
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How are you wonderful guys doing?! Right now, for not drinking, it's a day at a time. I cratered and drank last night. But, hope all is better for you guys. Hey, if ya ever wanna come to Dallas, Texas give us a ring. We live in downtown, in the arts district. Putting company up would me no problem. Dallas is AMAZING! Everything you'd ever want to see is here. And, it's pretty cheap - Still, it's amazing. I only moved here last year. I'm a native of New Orleans, until the hurricanes washed her away - - In the interim, after moving here, I'm sill learning the City. And it is fabulous. In any event, the invitation is open. Let me know! Love, cori 214-828-1387 - home phone
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
my childhood consisted of being mentally abused and physically abused. i had to watch my mother being treated the same...totally helpless...my stepfather was a law within himself at home..we all lived in fear...the effects of that on me now consist of anxiety, depression,self worthlessness, alcoholism and stress
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
i spent 10yrs of my childhood mentally/ physically abused. seems to have its own imprint on me that just stays there like a heavy weight. i suffer from bad anxiety/depression. im considering charging my stepfather, im out of options. Some of the abuse was being whipped with root end of bracken fern on bare skin. pulled out of the shower naked held and beaten until my backside & legs were bruised/bleeding.thrown into walls. mum held at gunpoint in front of us & beaten. how do mental scars heal?
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- they helped to understand how my emotions work. ive been on antidepressants with counselling assistance. it has helped but the anxiety and depression keep recurring.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- talking helps but i find it brings out a lot of supressed pain and feels as if it makes me worse
Open Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective Disorderi suffer from depression due to abuse as a child, beatings and mental abuse. my sadness takes everything away from me. how can life be so unfair
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- overall understanding and combating the illness
Open Alcoholism
alcoholic for years..took to it like a duck to water..mrs and i are 30 days dry. doctor said my livers starting to pack its bags so time to get serious..good oppertunity to deal with my past also. time to clean my life up
Treatments
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- really works...first speach was the hardest but im getting there
- Antabuse Working / Worked
- tried it but i couldnt finish the job in bed...mrs loves it kept going for hours
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