MariB's Journal

"No two people are alike, but all are deserving of respect. I will celebrate the unique qualities in my friends that make them a delight to be with."  

I was able to spend some quality time with some of my lovely friends today. It made me very happy. 

I'm feeling a little better after having some dinner that I cooked during the day with soup. Fed the kitties and hugged them. The newer one is fast asleep on an old quilt, that I bought yrs ago in an antique store, after eating her night wet food and hugging me.  

It's 9:20 p.m. and I heard the male tiger calling for me in his feline voice/talk from upstairs. Have to check to see that he's ok. He usually does that when he knows that I'm around and wants me or something. Even though I'm in pain, I'm in a little less pain right now. Usually I'm in quite a bit of pain by the evening. Maybe it was the xanax too. I'm thankful that I'm in less pain at least for right now...... Needed to take my medicine for the anxiety and ptsd/the multiple traumas. Today was very bad for anxiety since much later after I woke up after I went back to bed and got up later after 6 a.m..... I took my xanax (generic), wasn't fighting myself not to take anything and was feeling better with it by the later afternoon. Got some more things taken care of and took my pain medicine (ibuprofen) too plus daily vitamins, vit c, etc. Will try sleeping with a large heating pad again tonight for my neck and back (spine) under my neck and part of the back. Maybe that will help a little.    

Need to be up late to work on some things. Have so much to get done. Will probably be up til midnight or early a.m. Just trying to do as much as I can and be positive that I wasn't killed in the accidents. 

May you all have a lovely evening and a wonderful day tomorrow.

Luv, Mari