Journal Entry for February 7, 2008
February 7, 2008 5:44am
Well its almost 6 in the morning and i haven't been to sleep yet. i just wish i could get my life in order without all the stress. trying …
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Im 18 year old single mother. I live in a 2 bedroom apartment with my significant other as a stay at home mom. I am currently going to Ohio State University for nursing to advance my career. I love walking, playing with my son, and billiards.
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June 25, 2007 7:42pm
Today has been an emotional roller coaster. nothing big happened but my mind has been racing. I had a bunch of errands to run, and then i …
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I'm had 2 miscarriage and they both felt like someone took a major part of my soul each time. I think about them sometimes, but I also know that maybe it wasn't the right time. I had to have a an ovary and tube removed because it was a tubal and the next one the baby died, it was still a little dot ya know , but it hurt just the same. You never get over, but you have to move on for your sons sake.
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I hope you find peace in your life take care.
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I just want to say I'm sorry for your loss and what you are going through. I can't imagine the pain and fear I would have felt when I was your age. Please don't have an abortion. I'm not sure of the laws in your state, but please consider adoption. There are so many people out there that would love to raise your baby and would give it every thing they could. I was just on the phone before I checked this site with a lady about adoption. My husband and I have tried for several years, have lost two babies due to miscarriage and are now looking into adoption. Please don't have an abortion- I can't say that enough. I know you have some very difficult decisions to make and only you can make them. I'm sorry again, and if you need someone to talk to _ I'm here!
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I read your discussion, and I"m so sorry that some people have responded so negatively. If you need to talk, I'm here.
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i am sorry for lashing out about ur problem with ur pregnancy. i am just greiving and the thaught of someone killing their child when i would kill to have mine. i am sorry and u do what is right for u. but in my opinion u should atleast get an open adoption.
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Close Miscarriage
My first ultrasound they found a gestational sac but no fetus and no heartbeat. I didn't think anything of it until I found tissue in my toliet a few weeks later. At that time I didn't feel bad, I really felt nothing. I thought I was going to be ok, until 2 months later I started to have heavy bleeding. More bleeding than I have ever had before. I went to the hospital and they had to perform a D&C. Even before the surgery was performed I felt like I had killed two people. I feel alone
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Close Premature Birth
My son was born at 27 weeks 5 days, and stayed in the hospital for 2 months and 4 days. He had heart surgery at a week old, tubes put in his ears at 8 months old, and is seeing 10 different types of specialists to help him grow. he doesn't cry very loud, and is just now starting to crawl at 10 months old. I am lucky he is alive. His doctors include his pediatrician, eye, ear nose and throat, heart, speech, occupational, physical therapists, floroscopy people for his swallowing,and neonatal.
Open Bisexuality
When I found out I was attracted to the other sex I was 10, and looking at my neighbor get dressed. I started accepting myself at 16 told my mom at 17 and now I am happy with my girlfriend.
Open Child Support & Custody
my baby's father may as well be a sperm donor. he doesn't do a damn thing for his son ever. it took me 3 months to get any kind of a case and now im just waiting for the courts to establish how much he has to pay, but my son is considered handicapped so i need the money.
Open Financial Challenges
I am a single mother trying to support my preemie. I just lost my job and am now relying more on the government and on my boyfriend. Its hard to meet ends meet in this world. top it all off I am trying to go to nursing school.
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
my son is 10 months old right now, but he should be 7 months because he was born early. taking care of him by myself and having no experience is difficult. im just looking for some advice on how to raise him
Open Single Parenting
I left my sons father because he was abusive and taking me into the ground... literally. i am now rasing our 10 month son without him, and trying. thats all i can do right?
Open Self-Injury
i used to cut myself all the time, I have had to stop because my boyfriend will leave me. he doesn't understand and i just need to talk to people who understand what i am going through. its been about 4 weeks since i last cut, and before that 2 years. i was doing so well...
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- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open Stress Management
I am bisexual, I have a 10 month old that has tons of problems, i just lost a baby, im in the middle of a child support battle, i just lost my roomate, my car payment is due and I have little money as it is and i just can't find a healthy way to relieve stress. i need some advice.
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- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open Anger Management
i have a lot of anger i need to release, and can never seem to release it the right way. i always go off and people when they never do anything, and have urges to hit things or people because of my anger.
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- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- its works to an extent, but its not good for me or my environment. i need help
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open Coming Out
i came out my mom at 17 but she completely rejected the idea and said it was a phase. if i could help from being bi i would. i wish i didn't think keira knightley wasn't the hottest female actress
Open Healthy Sex
i have had only 3 partners and im inexperienced, and need a little advice about pleasing men...
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
i am with this great girl but we are also involved with other men. i can't seem to connect with her.
Open Medicaid
my son is on medicare. its a lifesaver sometimes but its also complete hell.
Open Painful Intercourse
i don't enjoy my clit being messed with. everytime anyone tries to mess with it all i get is pain is this normal?
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- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i smoke about a pack a day because of routine, and to help with stress. i would love to quit but i am tight on cash.
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- Cold Turkey Somewhat Helpful
- i quit cold turkey for 40 days for lent then started again because lent was over
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was with my son's sperm donor for a year. I was constantly put down. I was made to feel like no one loved me, that my family was against me and that i couldn't do anything right. If I did something he didn't like he would get mad and hit me. If I didn't do anything and he got mad, he hit me. I am still feeling the effects by flinching at everyone, I can't be picked up without going into a panic attack, and I question everything I do.
Treatments
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open Pregnancy
This is my third pregnancy, my first was born 3 months early, my second died way before it was born, and here I am again. Confused about what to do. I can't have another child so here i am.
Open Gambling Addiction & Recovery
I worked at speedway and saw lottery tickets everyday, and saw the people who won and lost. at the end of my shift i would buy the ones that had the best chance of winning. at first it was only a couple bucks, than it turned into a couple hundred and than it was to the point where i was stealing the tickets in order to win. Since than I have quit speedway and am now trying to get on my feet.
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- Distancing Working / Worked
- When you see it everyday, its really hard to resist the urge. I would have my boyfriend at the time pick me up and he would help me stop. once i quit my job it was so much easier. I still buy tickets now and again but im not as bad as i was
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