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More than half way through the book The Secret. Taking things slowly and noticing it working in small ways. I'll …
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I really hate Mondays, another loooong week ahead sitting home. 2 weeks ago today I discovered I was bleeding...I am trying not to dwell on it. This past weekend was my first family party since my mc, it wasn't that bad. About half of the people said they were sorry and half said nothing at all about it. I'm not sure which is worse. I also got to go out with some of my girlfriends Saturday night. It was weird to be drinking beer and be around people who were smoking, it felt wrong. Yesturday my husband and I went for a drive up to the Poconos. It was a beautiful day and we went walking around this lake and I couldn't help thinking how next summer at this time our baby would have been six months old and we could have taken him up there to the lake or on walks. All day I was deeply saddened by this thought. Then I think maybe a year from now we will have another baby or a baby on the way. I just don't think I can count on things anymore.
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It's probably differently best to take one day at a time. I hope each day comes easier than the last for you. Hang in there.
HYourk
Those memories and what-if moments are the times that get me most right now. I have several co-workers who are expecting and I miss the times when others are asking you how everything is going. Now when they ask how I am I can't help but wonder if they are thinking about how I am doing with losing my baby or just wanting to know how my day is...just thinking that at any moment I could lose it! Take care!
LuvUJai
So glad you had a nice weekend. It will get better as the time goes, I promise. I think about the baby I lost once in awhile, I am sure I always will. But it has gotten better than right after the miscarriage. Take care and big hugs!!
joyce19974
I know exactly how you feel, I have those what if moments too, and if you ask me that is the hardest part. Right now all we can do is take it one day at a time. I wish you all the best. Sending all of my love, Jess
Jessa21
I know how you feel darling and it will take time to feel better. I just want you to know that I'm here if you ever want to talk. lots of hugs ~steph~
sam23