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Journal Entry for July 13, 2008 Mood

Sunday, July 13, 2008

It's not going to work. Millie is becoming more

territorlial and more aggressive

as time goes by. Her controntational attitude is out of control and Heinze

is getting pushed out - no matter how much I admonish MIllie - she's at him.

I didn't realize how old Heinze had become - I knew in years - he's 13 this month - but I thought he felt better than he apparently does. His decline happened so fast.

So Millie goes back tomorrow. I think it will

just be Heinze and me from now on.

He loves his walks - and if I take him out twice

a day - he'll be very happy.

I'm giving him homeopathic medicine for his arthritis so that

should make him feel better too.

I just want Heinze to have his last years - or months - not sure

which it is - to be lived out happily. He is

such a good boy. I will miss him so much when he goes.

I want to turn back time but I know that I can't - he's my baby but there's

nothing I can do about this..

Thank you for being here and caring.

Hug Linda...

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oh, I understand so well. Millie will find a more appropriate home, and Heinz will have you and peace the rest of his days. They will be long days too. I love my mugsy, and when I look at that now grey muzzle, and the little bit cloudy eyes, I think,,"oh baby, don't get old". He has been my constant when my whole life was in chaos. He and I understand each other, as I'm sure you and Heinz do. I don't know what words to say, except I do understand, I know.

hiareth12
If Heinze could understand what you are doing for him I am sure he would appreciate it immencely. It is not fair that they should go before we do but if you figure the amount of joy they give us then they have lived a long life. Eric

weinere46
Im so sorry it isnt working out, but u r doing whats right for Heinze im sure he appreciates it. and millie will find a good home where she can be herself too, everything will work out :)

tryingtofigureitout
Big hug for you,Millie and Heinze!

meangreen
Love and hugs.. D

dlouise2
perhaps this is what would be best for Heinzy rite now. just to have u all to himself. i think ur making a good decision and id probably do the same if it were me. just enjoy him while u can. God bless~~~~

septfreedom07
I am so sorry it has been so long since I have checked in with you - life has gotten in the way of getting on here, but your entry made my heart break - I understand so what you are feeling with Heinze. We have only had our Bella girl for two years, and she was a bit older when we got her - I cannot imagine life without her, so I know what you are going through. We often think of getting her a companion as well, but so far have decided against it. You are doing the best you can and I am sure Heinze will be so happy to have his home back. Please hang in there...

P00hbear
Thank you so much = all of you. It helps to see your words of support.

LindaJean
SORRY IM LATE BUT IM GLAD TO SEE YOUR A GOOD MAMA EVEN IF IT IS AN ANIMAL, ANIMAL PEOPLE MAKES THE BEST FRIENDS! LOVE AND HUGS

DebyDavis
((((((((((((((*****!!!!~HUGS~!!!!*****))))))))))))))))

butterfly888
Am reading this backwards, of course, but have you ever noticed that the female likes to let the male know whose 'boss' before she relinguishes her atttitude to love?
It's the strangest thing......
But it's true........don't know why, but am glad to be reading your journals in reverse chronological order.....
:)

BamaFlash