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Not barking today about anything>>
Making the family a nice meat loaf,wild rice,fresh corn on the cob+biscuits
Rabbits cousin Adrian (another grandson) turned 10 yesterday.We had cake and icecream
I call him Thundercloud,as the afternoon he was born,it thundered
Going to kep busy,cleaning and cookiing+enjoying the grandsons,cats and birds
Cartoons,Sponge Bob Squarepants,and Flapjack,who cares what else is going on
Enjoying life is what i need to do more>>>Worry LESS
Time to sage all around the house too,all up+down this mountain!
Have a great eekend,im grabbing MINE!
Namaste Shamanwolf>>Peace
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By now,everyones tired of my venting journals,and quite frankly so am I
My man is drinking as much as he possibly can,so much that he forgets his last visit to the emergency room for gout
Well,im trying my damdest to not pay attention to his idiot ways,yet it worries me
why? i suppose because i am a caring person,just cant figure this out
So to make ME happy im keeping as busy as i can,either with Rabbit,or crafts
I may have a little job witha friend in the nedical supply business
That would be nice,even to answer the phones
Its like when life hands you lemons,you should just make lemonaide
Making the best of a dumb situation is all one can really do
NOT to fight is the key,they know what is right,what is healthy,they arent babies
Sometimes it is the baby who has the maturity,yes??
Im trying to think as positive as i can,no matter what the facts are
The road in life was never promised to be a smooth road,yet i can stay focused
Things i cannot "fix" or change i wont,its my duty to only do what is truly MY issues
My life wont always be this crazy,i know this,nothing stays the same
We kno not,what tomorrow will be,so im grateful for this day>>>No matter what
What i can change i will,WHO i can change is ME>>>>
Peace
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Such wise words Sis, and I'm glad you are taking this philosophical attitude. You have such a kind and caring heart, but like you say, the only person you can change is you...Keep enjoying your days with Rabbit and doing your crafts..and I hope you can do the job you mention...it will be good for you, and keep your mind off other things. You are always in my thoughts and in my prayers Sis...I'm trying to stay positive too, and doing what I can in my own situation...our paths are not easy at the moment...let us link arms and help each other over the stones and boulders that litter the way at present...and remember the Serenity Prayer...
Peace and Love, Diana..
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yes the babies do have more sense than us adults
you are doing good to keep busy and I can only trust that things will smooth out
I am sorry I didn't let you know i was on yesterday
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Yes, do not let one precious moment be stolen from you by anger.Rejoice in the day!I know it is hard to untangle yourself from those who do themselves harm,but it is neccesary you do in order to be able to care for Rabbit.
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Just know that you are a wonderful grandmother to Rabbit,He is probably the only family member that you can influence,and he need's that,which in turn will make you feel more peaceful.There are alcoholics in my family and many at that.It has been a way of life,now it is my grandson,and to me it is the worst that I have had to endure.I wonder where will the cycle end,it doesn't look like it is anytime soon,but I wish it were.Unfortunatly he has it on both sides of the family.We support him however we can,but also let him know straight up,how we feel about it.It is like the children,we always love them,but don't always like what they do,and can tell them so,we have that right.Like my Grandmother always said ( I WILL GIVE YOU ADVICE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU,WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE TO DO IS UP TO YOU,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU DECIDE.I HAVE SAID TO SAME TO MY KIDS.AS ONE THE NATIVE AMERICAN COMMANDMENTS SAY,DO WHAT NEED'S TO BE DONE FOR THE GOOD OF ALL,IT IS UNFORTUNATE THAT ALL WILL (NOT)CHOOSE THE GOOD,AND THINK ONLY OF THEMSELVES!!!!I WISH YOU ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD,AND YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS,AND OF COURSE RABBIT.HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU BOTH,WITH RESPECT,LOVE YA BOTH LOT'S,XXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOO
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Hey shamanwolf,
I’m sure you have let him know your mind and are waiting for the slightest sign of change from him. Sounds heartless but he needs to go if you don’t see change, this you know and it hurts. Support can only go so far; for Rabbits sake (as you already know) don’t let this guy bring you both down with him.
Most of the time an alcoholic needs to hit bottom before they change. The problem is we enable them to continue on their path because we care for them and want to protect them from them selves. You already know all this mumbo jumbo jargin.
I really hope it works out for you. You are too good a person to have this happen to you Shamanwolf after going through the battle for Rabbit. If it’s not one thing it’s another.
My thoughts are with you and Rabbit. Take care!
Mike
Hello!
Thank you all so very much for always being here for me
I have an unusual request,one im a bit concerned about very much
I need to speak to a TRUE "reader" I have some things i need to talk about+get opinions
Ive been powerfully "seeing" something very true to life/futuristic visions
Ive always had the "gift" to "see" yet i am not perfect,and sometimes need a little advice
It isnt anything that shocks me,in fact IT IS a True Destiny unfolding slowly
To "See" is as one playing a slow silent video in the mind,all day sometimes/night
I am seeking a professional's advice to guide me along this path of futuristic "happenings"
I cannot say exactly what/who,yet i will say i know it is a true to life situation unfolding daily
We are sometimes shown the things to come,,perhaps to prepare one for the travels ahead
Ive never fellt this strong,or this length of time on one "vision"/futuristic event
I dont play with intuition,visions or what i can truly "See" and this is REAL
I am concerned,yet not afraid,their are events attributing that make it even more REAL/True
I trust my feelings,my thoughts and knowledge,ive never ben wrong
The one who will assist me on this journey,will help by reinforcing my "Gut" feelings
Sometimes one has a "hunch" a passing thought,or dream...this doesnt stop
This situation unfolds daily,hourly,hasnt stopped as yet,another reason I KNow it is to BE
Ive dealt with the situation many times in my life,knowing WHY i am here on this earth
One thing i can say is,Its happening at a slow pace,however,It is occurring with pickup
Forgive me if it seems im speaking in a rambling matter,when i speak to the true Reader...
I will explain more
This is something i know deep within my soul,like a nagging headache
Yet their is nothing I can do to prevent/stop/delay.....
It isnt ME it is someone i know,as if Creator calls to me,"Get ready" Im telling you now"
So,ready i will be,paying attention to all details and signs,until it be revealed>>>
Talk to me>>Reader>>>>Soon>>>>>Namaste>>Shamanwolf
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I am always here for you to listen and " share you burdens". You are never alone
Phil
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Yes I am here for you if/when you need me. I have had some very strange Seeings myself and / or dreams and not all can be explained immediately.
Blessed Be my Dear
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I have intuitions about the future. Many have come true. I can watch what is going on around me and sometimes know what the final outcome will be. I don't know about reading someone else's visions would be like, as I have never done that before. But I have had to figure out dreams I have had, most have been right up De ja vue type dreams, where others have been so obtuse that I've had to look at them like abstract paintings and figure them out.
I hope you find someone that can help you.
Take care and be well.
Peace~
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Dear Sis..this must be a little unsettling for you...Until you can find someone to help you, I would meditate, and 'listen to the whispers of your soul'..Ask that you will draw someone to you who can answer your questions, and put your mind at rest as to what is happening...also to help instil confidence in what you can see...
You will find the advice in some way I am sure, perhaps where you least expect it!...Namaste, Diana.
what a wonderful idea - keep busy and no more worries
have a great evening
KCJ
Wonderful things going on:)
Kazmin
That's the Spirit...worry less! Good advice for us all. I was born DURING a thunderstorm..have you a name for me?! I'm making 'Oatburgers' this evening with fresh corn on the cob and sauteed potatoes. If you want I could give you the recipe??! I love the sound of all you are doing..I'm trying to keep busy too..Don't know about sageing the house and all up and down the mountain...YOU are a wonderful sage too!
Love and Peace, Diana.
twilightmoon
enjoy your day and family.x0
jannis