Urgh
July 3, 2008 2:22pm
Okay.
This is getting pathetic now.
Everytime I think life is getting better, and put my past behind me.My Boyfriend does something that brings it all …
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Evanzzzeee’s Profile
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Evanzzzeee
is feeling Horrible
Crying.
About Me
A friend suggested I joined this. I have been dealing with self-injury for a while, but in October of 2007 I broke up with a violent boyfriend, who self harmed infront of me, and eventually moved to Canada. Which I thought was good, and would help me move on. But I found out when he was over there he shot himself in the head and died. Now his mates over here keep blaming me, and my self-injury has got worse, and I've become depressed and started to suffer from panic attacks. There is nothing I feel I can do to make me feel better, to get rid of this guilt hanging over my head. I still have feelings for him, and it is affecting my current relationship. I also lost my bestfriend in the summer of 2007, and haven't had chance to over come that. It seems when I start to try and get over something, something else happens and just puts me back down again.
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Recent Activity
Thursday
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Evanzzzeee wrote a journal entry: Urgh 2:22pm
Okay.This is getting pathetic now.Everytime I think life is getting better, and put my past behind me.My…
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Evanzzzeee gave whatsleftofjeremy a Hug 2:16pm
Cool new pics! Hope your okay x…
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Evanzzzeee updated their status 2:16pm
Crying.…
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Evanzzzeee changed their mood to Horrible 2:16pm
Tuesday
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Evanzzzeee wrote a journal entry updating their Be Proud and Happy goal 4:58am
Ohgawd prom was amazing.The limo came the wrong way up my road, as it's a one way street...Anyway…
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Evanzzzeee posted a new photo 4:55am
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Evanzzzeee posted a new photo 4:53am
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Journal
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PROM!
July 1, 2008 4:58am
Ohgawd prom was amazing.
The limo came the wrong way up my road, as it's a one way street...
Anyway I don't know what to say because everything …
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*woop*
June 29, 2008 3:56am
Feeling quite good today.
I'm well nervous about my prom tomorrow though! I'll be saying goodbye to everyone from the last 5 years of my …
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Meh. - GOAL UPDATE
June 26, 2008 6:07am
Well I guess me and my Boyfriend are getting on alot better now, but we still have ups and downs, just seems to be downs more often this week.
Guess …
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Prom/Gary
June 26, 2008 4:34am
Before my best mate Gary died last year in August, he had gone to a college prom. He wrote me a letter to read on my prom, but due to not wanting to …
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Hugs to you hon, loved all your pics .... amazing, love ya jen xx
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hope you have a great time at the prom! xxx
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HAPPY PROM DAY !!!!, enjoy every minute of this special day from the getting ready to the actual prom, love you , big hugs jen xxx
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glad to know you're feeling better
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just read your journal, go knock everyones socks off !!! Happy night before Prom , love ya jen xx
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I Started Not Long After My Boyfriend Died, Now Everytime I Try And Talk To Someone About It, They Just Seem To Make My Self Harming Worse...
Open Panic Attacks
I started having panic attacks after my ex-boyfriend (boyfriend at the time) started hitting me
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Considering
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
My ex-boyfriend commited suicide after we split up, and I feel really guilty.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My ex-boyfriend became extremely violent towards the ending of our relationship. I'm not sure if he was on drugs, or drinking booze 24/7.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
