ladynightchild's Journal

hello to all my freinds,

       I wanted to let u know how I have been doing sence I went the nurlogist.. things have been kinda nuts.. my face has improved alot.. the muscles have relaxes and my speach is alot better I dont sound so drunnk anymore unless im on the phone i have a hard time talking on the phone because its close quarteres realy they still want to flar up and jump but not constint and knotted like it was thank god..

       I found out that that tooth thats been botherin my on my right side well the root is embedded into the nerves of my jaw.. they want to do surgery knock me out to cut it out because they say its dangerous for me with the bells palsy so now i jus cant get my teeth pulled like other people can.. and its more expensive money i dont have.. insurance i dont have and my moms been sick to so its like were do i get the help from.. iv still been realy

fuzzy on a lot of things and im still passing out into sleep in the middle of the day for no reason but my body has mad me slow down big time tho.. i cant get up and go like i want to ohhhhhh belive me i want to get up and do things because my clothes have traveled from my room to nannys so now i can find anything to wear.. it took me all afternoon to try and straightn the kitchen back out from chaos.. and im still not realy having much suscess keeping it straight.. iv had a migrain threatning with the jaw pain and preyin i dont get one.. cause i got no meds for them now.. so that would mean anouther trip to the er.. yha the place where they tell u

nothing is wronge with u go home.. even tho i looked like i did.. not to thrilled about that

prospect..iv also now got conjestion in my chest and snusis too.. and its driving me crazy..

iv cut back on my smokes to only a few a day.. when im used to 2 packs a day.. thats driving me nuts too and this coughin and blowin my nose is getting onto my last nerve!

     i fought with it yesterday to play out in the yard with freinds.. yep.. i tried kept having to sit down ever so often but it felt good tho i had a surprising thing happen i got slapped on my behind hard hand print style.. hadent been done like that in years.. it was a good day nanny and i stayed outside most of the day but were having a problem with me being sick im burning up hot and i cut the fans on and shes freezin.. lolim facing an uphill fight with disabilty i think and with medicade.. but i need them both to get my migrain meds  thats been said i need.. i cant aford 400 a time for this medicine. but im tired now but i wanted to let u all know. im not dead yet.. thoi havent herd from alot of u i understand.. hey we all have problems.. its cool.. but i still love u all

michelle