Journal Entry for December 14, 2007
Today I do not feel like myself at all, I am all sick...I feel like throwing up and I am getting right light-headed. I dont know if it is the …

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I am 17 years old & I live in Triton, Newfoundland. I just recently graduated from Dorset Collegaite. I live with my best friend Amanda and her two boys. I am planning on go to school within the nest two years, for graphic design.
My main interest in life are sailing, writing & drawing. I love to be out on the open ocean, it releives alot of stress. I love to write short story, poems and about my thought and hope to write a book some day.
Today I do not feel like myself at all, I am all sick...I feel like throwing up and I am getting right light-headed. I dont know if it is the …
Well i found out i am not pregnant but i was very late and it scared me cause yeahh but i am going on the pill now cause i dont want another scare …
PREGNANT??? , I AM SOO SCARED right now cause i am late and i am really afraid that i might be pregant, cause we never used protection. i was …
i know i havent wrote anything in a while that is cause i have been really busy all summer. i was at sea cadet camp where i was sailing for 3 weeks. …
last night was awesome . i was out with my friend matthew and then i went and got a draw and then went and got my other friend theo and we went …
well where to start i am 16 and have already been put in the hosipital twice for trying to kill my and because of my depression. i was recently took off on an albulance to the ER for an overdose of my pills. i have been really depressed latley and dont know what to do to make it go away. i want to feel like a normal person.
well i have been smoking dope more and more often latley and it is messing up with my anit-depressanta and they arent really working anymore. i stop taking my pills for a nice while and started smoking pot more and i ended up being carried of on an albulance and took to the ER cause of overdose on my pills. weed screwed up my mind so much i didnt know what i was doing.
I first started cutting when i was 12. i been in and out of the hospital for that. i use to cut all the time and i keep cutting deeper and deeper ever time hoping that one day that i would cut that deep that there would be no way to stop the bleeding. but today i stoped cutting it been over 3 months scene i cut really bad adn i am glad of that.
I am in my last year of school and it is stressing me out so much. maybe it is just the thought of it being my last year and all that stuff but i dunno. i dont seem to want to go to class, but when i do and i does my work than i do get alright marks. i just dont seem to see the point of going to class and doing work, is it me or as my teachers are saying to me "it the people i hang with".