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OUCH! Mood
Wednesday, April 23, 2008

OK, so I have just made a triple batch of sugar cookie dough and about 2 lbs of frosting. OUCH!! Who knew that making that would make me hurt sooo much!?!?! My lower back feels like someone has taken a baseball bat and wacked me. My shoulder baldes are burning and I have a headache that has been with me all day. I hate stress headaches!! I can not wait untill my sisters wedding is over!! My hubby, oh the hell he as put me through today. First he brings up the sperm donor and adoption topics. I thought good he is open to donor...umm no. He tells me that he doesn't want to do that. SO I ofcourse, am crushed. Then 7 hours later he tell me that he is open to donor. SO ofcourse I am thinking wow progress! As we talk more about it he is telling me that he doesn't want to fight about it anymore and that if I want to do donor then ok. Well I don't want this decision to be made as an end to a fight. You know... I just wish he knew what I am going through. I know he thinks I don't understand what he is going through. But I understand alot more than he gives me credit for. What a crazy, messed up day I have had. 

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  1. DanieLou

    Ok why did the font size change on me?? Oh well..


    DanieLou

  2. MrsAbbe

    I hope today is better. I'm sorry that he keeps going back and fourth. I think maybe you both should talk to someone about it that's outside of the church. Many hugs!!


    MrsAbbe

  3. kevmar

    Sorry he is back and forth on the topic. Make a list of all the pros and go over it with him.

    Yum cookies, I want some!! :o)

    -M


    kevmar

  4. Lioness816

    I am sorry. It is probably normal for couples to go back and forth with something like donor eggs or sperm. I am sure you will work it out.
    I hope the pain lets up soon too.


    Lioness816

  5. ptense1978

    "Danie"...my heart and prayers go out to you! I really miss chatting with you...Unfortunately, my husband and his best friend are still in New Jersey. They actually just got there...I cried myself to sleep this morning because I am so worried about them. I have more written in my journal...I'm sorry for venting in your time of need. I hope your day goes better and that your husband actually opens up to your feelings about a donor. I am thinking about you...I hope you have a pain-free weekend! Sincerely, Tam


    ptense1978

  6. leannehertzfeldt

    I am so sorry! I am thinking of you!


    leannehertzfeldt

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