Journal Entry for April 22, 2008
i want to be dead
is feeling Horrible
I have recently been diagnosed with hep c. I don't know shit about it and have learned a lot in the last couple of days. I don't really have anyone to talk too about it but my girlfriend and I don't want to burden her too much. I guess my biggest worry is how the shit am I gonna afford to pay for the treatment? I work odd jobs and am scraping by as it is....am I doomed?
music, art, film, learning how to be social again, dating? no I want to met my soul mate already.
i want to be dead
so, I finally got to hang with the gf...i'm so in love with her...feeling fatigued but i don't care...we talked a lot yesterday and i got a …
I'm sofucking pissed off right now. I have no support in my life. If it wasn't for this stupid website I think I would have killed myself by …
friday,
I woke up and didn' want ot get out of bed. I had good dreams. I rushed out of the house to my chiropractor. Felt really good all …
holy cow, is that a slee stack from land of the lost on your user picture? sorry, if it's not, it just brought back memories! anyway, welcome, glad you're here.
Welcome to the group. Jump in with the mix.
Welcome back! Wow! I can hardly believe that you're back you totally made my day!
Just a simple hug from me to you.
I wish I could be there to deliver this hug in person!
I was born in a shoe box full of kitty litter. My dad died from eating one to many turkey sandwiches when i was just a glimmer in his eye. I lived in an empty pack of cigarrettes till i was 6 then we moved to the city(a town of 45 people(actually zombies from the Planet Nebulus)....I used to like to climb trees and turn into a piece of paper, floating in the breeze for days. I'm still a sucker for eating crayons and hope to some day become President of Uranus.
I just found out yesterday that I have hep c....i'm devastated...I'm a severe alcoholic, bi-polar, and I'm pissed about this. Don't know what to do.