bgrimm's Journal

Okay - perserverence!  This is kinda time-consuming, but I've come to see it as an avenue of both ministry and support - both to and from myself and other; and that's alright.

I had the best day/night yesterday - had quality time with my mom back home - so grateful for our restoration.  Then I came home, went out to the stables - I love the name - Glory Bound - right on!  I awoke this morning with answered prayer - meaning - at times, it's hard for me to get my head and my heart in sync - I realize and recognize all that I have to be grateful for but don't really feel the gratitude.  So I've been asking God to help me connect - and today, I surly did - I was awed, if but momentarily, by the very Liberation of being drug free.  The recall of those heinous mornings didn't cripple me with remorse - or worse, trigger a craving as is oft' the diabolic attack - but simply, and truly, gave me cause for pause - and I felt my Spirit smile, in gratitude.  Whew - and such are those moments that we glimpse, of purity, that remind us of how we will, in due Season, Be eternally.  God is so good.