Journal Entry for July 28, 2008
July 28, 2008 4:15am
So apparently... I guess I am not the same person I used to be when I lived in Baird.. I mean I am …
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Steffie’s Profile
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Steffie
is feeling Horrible
About Me
I'm Stephanie.. I'm 17...I love bright colors, however I don't think I could live without black eyeliner/nail polish... I have had a numerous amount of peircings in various locations.. I am one of the most blunt people you will ever meet, and I mean EVER! I don't know what else to tell you about myself.. except that I'm here pretty much because my life sucks just like everybody else's... Not a rare thing.. However, instead of looking for attention like some people do, I pretend like my problems don't exist. Yea WOO... Anyway, I know what it's like to be abused, hurt, used..etc I know what it's like to be addicted to S-I. (still am) So you need me I'm here... I love to channel my agressions into helping people.It really helps.
Interests
Music IS my life!! I live for music!Music is like food for the soul. It can comfort you, give you energy, or even make you sick. I love all types of music, whether it be to play or listen. I can also sing, but that's something I care not to discuss very often Acting-I love to act.. I also love to direct plays and other things.. Boys-Yay!!!
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Recent Activity
August 5
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Steffie changed their mood to Horrible 5:40pm
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Steffie wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: 6 Months of no cutting about to go down the drain. 5:39pm
I moved to Abilene at the end of February, and So I figured it was a new chance for me to start over…
May 7
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Steffie turned 17 12:00am
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Journal
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Journal Entry for February 4, 2008
February 4, 2008 5:06pm
Oh my God!! It's been a month. Still NO CUTTING!!! Oh My GOD!!!!!!! YES~!
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Journal Entry for December 26, 2007
December 26, 2007 3:57pm
I haven't cut in a week!! It's a start!!!!
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Hugbook
I’m With You
Thank you for being my friend. You know that i think of you as strong woman. I may be far away, but I do care about you.
I’m With You
Yeah I hate living too.
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Hug
Hi sweetie Glat to know that you are ok. I really like the new pic. You were one of the first friends I made on this site so I will always think about you and how you are doing. Big hug Milli
Hug
thank u for being a friend.i know i have been working a lot lately but i think of u all often and miss u.i posted a journal update and will try to get back online when i can.be well friend.karen and i are ok.the kids are good.jordans in indiana with my mom.skatin when i can.lol.and playing lots of video games when i get off work.lol
Prayer
In happy moments... Praise God! In difficult moments... Seek GOd! In quiet moments... Worship God! In painful moments... Trust God! In every moment... Thank God!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I've been abused since I was 5 yrs old... And then I was sexually abused when I was 13... And I cant tell my family about it cuz nobody believes me... I dont kno what to do anymore but just to act like nothing happens......
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a SiblingWell when I was 14.. my sister died.. She committed suicide. And I cant help but feel like this is my fault.. and it doesnt help when your mom blames you for it.. She never says it but I know she does.... I have never talked about it or been able to get over it. Idk what to do anymore.......
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- It never helped... because I have had anybody to cry with
Open Depression - Teen
I've been depressed for quite a while now.. But the only thing I know how to do is pretend like I'm ok.... But there is sometime days that I doent even so much as get out of bed to eat..... and It is all a result of the worthless feeling being abused gives you.....
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting since I was 14.. But I dont cut my wrists hardly ever I cut myself in places that no one will find like my legs and other places... I also burn myself .. It gets so much of the pain that I am feeling out...
Open Eating Disorders
I want to look good so bad... So I do anything it takes to make that happen.. I go days without eating.. and when I do I eat so much I throw it all back up.. I know I have to stop but I can't.. I have no idea how to stop... Help?
Open Depression
I've been depressed for years.. But when I'm around people.. I act like nothing's wrong..
Open Teen Anxiety
OMFG! I was diagnosed on 12-18-07.. And just the thought Of that makes me have a panic Attack.. OMFG!!!
Open Family Issues
Dysfunctional Family.. Mom hates me.. What else can I say?
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
It's no good!
Open Miscarriage
I got pregnant when I was 14, and I was 5 months along, and The guy who got me pregnant went absolutely crazy.. and he attacked me and I lost the baby.
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Snapshot
Steffie hasn’t been active on the site in a while. Why not give Steffie a hug?
