Journal Entry for February 21, 2007
February 21, 2007 12:58am
HELLO EVERYONE. I AM STILL HERE BUT NOT DOING WELL AT ALL. MY HUSBAND HAS THE DIVORCE PAPERS SITTING ON THE KITCHEN TABLE. THAT IS JUST THE …
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I am a mother of two children and have been married almost 5 years. I enjoy music and singing is a passion of mine that I have had my entire life. I am currently enrolled in an online university majoring in psychology, believe it or not. I enjoy knowing how the brain functions and why things happen to people such as anorexia or bulimia.
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Journal Entry for January 19, 2007
January 19, 2007 12:48am
I feel like absolute shit right now. I don't even know where to start. I am just really depressed because my marriage is falling apart and it is …
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Journal Entry for January 17, 2007
January 17, 2007 7:52pm
I am doing all right today. It seems as if anything can trigger my mood. Sometimes I come off strong or in a not so nice way. I have noticed that …
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Journal Entry for January 16, 2007
January 16, 2007 11:15pm
Just cause I am a little goofy tonight I wrote it in the wrong place. So here we go again. Thanks to everyone of you. As the Dixie Chicks would …
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Journal Entry for January 16, 2007
January 16, 2007 5:35pm
Compared to how I have been feeling today is a wonderful day, thank you everyone for being there. I may not truly feel good inside but comparing …
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Hey, hope you are OK!
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Just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you today. Much love and prayers, Rachael
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I havent heard from you in a long time, I just wanted to check on you to see how you are doing. I hope everythings good. Smiles and Hugs!! xoxo
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Happy Mother's Day :)
Good Luck
i feel bad your having such a bad day but hopefully tomorrow will be better!! im new on this site but have some stuff in common!!
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaIt was sometime in High School when I noticed that it just started. I was dating a very nice guy who was around the same size as me and I think that is what triggered it to begin. It was always something that I had a problem with, meaning self image and feeling fat and ugly, however that was what really started it. I never ate and if I did, it would be no more than 100 calories. I would feel remorse for doing so and start crying and starving myself until I couldn't take it anymore and ate.
Treatments
- Paxil Not Working
- I noticed no improvement and if anything I felt more prone to continue my actions.
- Effexor Not Working
- It made me feel even worse then ever and when I went off of it i had extreme withdrawals.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- In all honesty, it depends on whether I am faithful with it. When I do go religiously, it is somewhat helpful.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- I am currently taking and this has been working the best for me so far. 100 mg daily.
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- Taking this for my anxiety and to help stabalize my bipolar behavior. It works definitely for my anxiety but not certain on my bipolar.
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- Take this to subside the pain. I have a lot of internal pain that seems to come and go so I use it as needed.
- Lithium Not Working
- I was over the edge. Completely lathargic to everything and had to go on medical leave for work because I could not do my job. I was on way too high of a dosage and when I went off of it, i truly felt like I was in a psych ward. I was curled up in a ball rocking back and forth and it was the worst experience of my life.
- Serzone Working / Worked
- CURRENTLY TAKING 250 MG AND IT SEEMS TO BE WORKING OUT WELL. I HAVE JUST RECENTLY STARTED TAKING IT, BUT SO FAR SO GOOD!
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