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Okay, i have to go to the county ofice of wed at 8:30am to see if they can help me pay for counseling. and I also am going to apply online for medical assistance for working disabled. i hope I can get it. I reslly need this help. Oh, i just found out I have $5,000 ina CD at the bank and I can use that to pay off my PT bill. I odnt want to use it to pay for therapy thoguht cause its not that much. Once I get this bill paid thoguht we can start building our house in april. Yay. i just watched areally good movie the other night. It was called thirteen. I was amazed at how it was kinda like me. i mean,I dont do drugs or drink or steal but just the way the character felt was just like me. Kinda strange. I've been trying to resist the urge to cut recently. Just a lot of shit going on that I cant control. I need so help and support please help me out. Love you all.
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I cant figure out what to do. I just got a bill from my counseling for $400. Dollars. I catn afford that. Neither can Doug. So now hw says I have to either cancel my appt. or he will cancel my insurance. I dont know what to do. I cant ahndle all this crap in my life and I need my therapy but doug wont help me pay for it and I need the insurance so I can get my annual exams. Just really confused right now. Just cant think straight. And on top of that I have sore throat and a lost voice. My life sucks. I really want to cut right now but doug has hid all the blades and razors. Damn him!!
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:( councelling sounds like such a rip off! maybe just cancel it 4 now and journal more self help! and use ds its free and lotsa support here
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You need the counseling, figure out a way. It sounds like Doug is in denial about your ED and cutting, that's not something to tackle alone. Go to whatever state or county agencies offer low income sliding scale counselors. There is always a way, you can't keep this up alone,you need medical intervention. Make Doug understand that, if he won't...do it anyway. It's YOUR life Kelly.
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You NEED counseling. So did I. Could I afford to pay NO..can you afford to pay that bill NO..Did my health insurance cover mental health NO. What do you do? You do What I did. Step One Phone book- call your local board of mental Health.Tell them about your proplem. They will get you help. They will send you to one of the local hospitals or mental health centers that do a slideing pay scale. You will get help based on your income and not your savings or anything else. I got great help for free. Since I couldn't work I had no income but I had savings. They were not interested in my savings but just my income which was nothing to nill at the time. I had a phychiatrist and a theraphist both and it did not cost me one red cent. It was free. Your meds you do have to pay for. So do this right now, you will get help, and don't worry about bills anymore. That's why taxpayers pay for mental health centers, to help those of us in need. I went to a nice hospital so don't think that this will be some shabby place because it won't be. They treated me also with much respect. Now I'm cured and of all things I am helping out there now in group secessions as a counselor (one who is not trained but has gone through the problem and is cured now) Any questions just drop me a line.. Hugs Judy
well, Im lying heer typing cause I'm boored. I just had small bowl of angel hair pasta and half a bagel. /thats all I had today so I figured I could eat a little more than usual and not worry about too much weight gain. I cant seem to get below 124.5lbs. Thats still way too high for me. Just kinda feeling bad. I've cried everday since tuesday. Its a good release and it doesnt hurt me. yay!
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crying is the most natural way to get out emotion could to see you are letting yourself have a good cry!
Ive seen that movie it is good! I think a lot of young ppl struggle these days with issues like that! I feel similar its hard always here for you we r in this 2gether!
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I'm so proud of you Kelly. It sounds like you are really being proactive and assertive and finding ways to get your needs met. *high fives you* Good luck at the appt and the other app. I really hope you qualify.
Do you know yet where your house will be built? If you do, you can scout out the neighborhood ahead and know where the grocery stores and bus stops are, etc. Might be a counselor, school and other agencies near by that would make life more convenient for you and give you more independance from Doug.
Honey, don't inure yourself or purge, there are better ways to release negative feelings. Remember, they are just feelings and will pass...
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I'm glad you are trying to get help. I hope the county office will be able to help you get the help you need for free. The help is out there you just have to do your homework and find it. They don't come looking for you. You go girl and keep a positive thought in mind.
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