Journal Entry for August 2, 2008
Well, I have to update this, as I have spent the past 4 days ding things I NEVER thought I could ever do...a 12 hour coach journey to Scotland, a 15 …

is feeling Excellent
I'm absolutely exhausted, BUT I had the best ever time with Fairyschool!!
I am a 25 year old philosophy graduate. I am currently trying to get a job that involves working with animals, as I have decided that I can't think of anything worse than working in an office. I currently work in a book shop, and find it hell-more to do with boredom than anything else! I started to get panic attacks around 4 years ago, and also have severe anxiety-this comes out in many forms, but mainly phobias. I am claustrophobic, emetephobic and a million other things. I have difficulty breathing when I am stuck in a place that I don't know well, andI hate being in crowded areas. I grew up with parents who took me traveling all over the world-I now feel like I could never get on a plane. But I am trying to regain my life, I am fed up with all the missed opportunities and want to start leading a normal life.
I'm not that exciting I'm afraid! I love watching movies, gone off TV lately though. I couldn't live without music, I use it to make me happy, to let me wallow, it really is a necessity in my life. I love my friends, both here on DS and here in my town. I'm a Londoner-born and bred and proud of it-I really do think it's one of the best cities in the world (and this is coming from someone who has been to New York, Milan, Sydney and Tokyo-so there!!!)
Well, I have to update this, as I have spent the past 4 days ding things I NEVER thought I could ever do...a 12 hour coach journey to Scotland, a 15 …
I feel really dark and down, everything seems so fucked at the moment. I was given a prescription of diazepam from my doctor to help with the flights …
I got a job!!!! I'll be working as a Rehomer in an animal shelter...wooohoooo, first step in the right direction, me thinks!!!!
I broke up with my boyfriend last night, so I figured this would be a good time to write a journal.
I knew it was coming, he knew it was coming, it …
Hey hope you are okay :) xx
hello, always looking to meet new folk, hope your well!!x
Hello matey!!! HUUGE HUGS to you!! Hope all is well!!! Lee
just seeing how you've been!! i haven't been able to get on here in about 4 months and just wanted to say hi and i'm back :)
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