is feeling Excellent
i am 27 now just had my birthday it was ok, no one said happy birthday to me but i dont need anyone i have my dogs and horses and all the other critters around here lol
my dogs, the farm, dirt biking, quading, horsebackriding, and my boyfriend,
rosswoodgurl and Melissa62 are now friends 4:03am
rosswoodgurl turned 27 12:00am
April 8, 2008 3:02pm
so on my way home from work, i am a vollunteer at the salvation army here, not only job but most demanding anyway there was a gang of people my age …
April 6, 2008 6:11pm
ok where do i begin?? well first thing i guess, hell has broke out around here, my ex just got out of jail, and first thing he does is call the …
March 26, 2008 1:55pm
when it rains it pours, just found out my dads ms has taken a turn for the worst he is now classified as progressive ms, he has had two attacks in …
i have been clean now going on 5 years but when i think about it it only feels like yesterday, my drug of choices yes choices were cocaine and meth
i once upon a time used to be horribly addicted to meth, now i deal with it on a daily basis i have been clean 5 years but it seems like yesterday
i dont know why i diet i am not fat but i look in the mirror and its all i ever see i have used every diet pill out there and even went to the point of using drugs to help me loose weight yeah that worked ended up in the hospital and almost died and i still try to diet i think it is something wrong in my brain from all the drugs and pills
i got raped by my grandfather from 5 years old until i was 9 so i am kinda screwed up in the whole trusting issue my boyfriend just thinks i dont like him anymore i have tried to explain it to him it is not him it is me but he dosnt beleive me my relationship is about to end because of my fears and insecurities please help
i am afraid of using pills to control my depression so like forever just doing it on my own wheather it means crying myself to sleep and not wanting to look at my self in the mirror inthe morning or just lay for days and not talk to anyone
