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June 7, 2008 7:01pm
Oh its been ages since i wrote sth here.I lost 2 kg and i feel quite strong when it comes to managing my hunger nowadays. I got too attached to my …
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I am told to be a stunner, and i was always feeling the preassure to stay slim and good looking - and when i put a few kg on everyone automatically goes to me - what is wrong with me!!!- work coleagues, girs - but they seem happy and also start bein bit.hy if i put on weight. I just always have been seen as a "perfect" girl and noone wants to let me be myself and i feel big preassure to stay slim and still gd lookin. And so i diet, overeat, diet, smoke 2 much, get myself ill, overeat& overeat!!!
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martial arts, tattoos, weapons ( guns, knives), snakes, philosophy, food, psychiatry ( as i had bipolar disorder with psychotic symptoms/ tho sum psychiatrists were convinced its schizofrenia - im not sure who was rite...)
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Better.... well kinda better..
March 20, 2008 11:27am
Here I am again. Oh god its been a while now. I dumped my sex addiction from January 2008 im keepin well so far - I have one sex partner and we have …
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Journal Entry for November 14, 2007
November 14, 2007 10:09pm
i hate my job, fuck 2 much n dont sleep....
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Journal Entry for July 1, 2007
July 1, 2007 12:51pm
I need 2 start excercising or sth. I used 2 excercise a lot. I was practically going mad with excercissing - could do 3 hours daily of excercices 7 …
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I know all to well the appeal of comfort - whether it is through sex, food drinking etc someone once told me a long time ago, 'if you are not enough without it, you will never be enough with it'. Those words helped me. I hope they help you. M
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Close Food Addiction
i ve always been told to be a stunner but because of that i feel preassured to stay slim and gd lookin. When i was 12 and started to turn into a woman my family n friends used to say i look so good they hope i wont put on weight. Since im 12 i have been overeating and dieting!!! It will be 10 yrs of doing that now.I have never been happy with my body except times when i weighed 53kg ( im 5'8'').Now I m about 65 kg.I m trying to diet but than i end up eating everything i can find in the house!!
Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
well since im 13 i slept with many many men i don t even wanna count. All my relationships were ruined because i lost interest in my partner ( sexually) and dumped him /left him and went to look 4 another one. It is this way till now. I had 2 longer relationships in my life ( one 3 yrs one 1.5 yr) but on my last man i started cheating, the rest is still the same. I just can t limit myslef to one man. Only time i dont hav sex is when i overeat ( my eating disorder) and than worry about that.
Open Eating Disorders
overeating, dieting, one short episode ofbeing anorexic, laxatives, generally fighting with myself since i was 12yrs old - will b 10 yrs now....
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
well i do belong here as i am addicted to cigarettes but i aint tryin 2 quit so hehe will need it when i will try 2 quit. Not rite now...
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
well from the age 7 - 12 my mum was beating the shit out of me. most of the times i couldnt even go school or get up from the floor, she was callin school saying im ill and i wont come till im better. year ago my ex that i left ( moved out secretely) started stalking me - it was a horror, he was harrasing me, sayin he will kill me ( and he was exsoldier, exprisoner so I had 2 treat it seriously!)
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