Journal Entry for June 11, 2007
argh..just had an hour crying session over nothing in particular, all started of when the mother-in-law called and we dont get on so it wound me up, …

is feeling Bad
I was sexually abused by a close family member from the age of 4 to 10. I am slowly learning to open up and talk about my feelings and i am considering seeking councelling. I have taken fluxeotine in the past but am not currently on any meds..i have not had the best start in life but saying that i also realise there are a lot of people worse of than me and i always try to keep my problems to myself (maybe thats where i go wrong)
shopping, going out up the pub with friends, spending time with my boyfriend, reading, music, film...list is endless :)
argh..just had an hour crying session over nothing in particular, all started of when the mother-in-law called and we dont get on so it wound me up, …
well today i have woken up with a banging headache, i think its a sign that ill be feeling poop all day :( not going to do much today, do some …
had a farly good day, OH hasbeen doing my head right in this morn ing tho! just silly little things mind you, and cant be mad at him for long as he …
just got back from working, feeling quite good, made someone elses day that little bit better so quite pleased with myself :) in a fairly good mood …
well i have had a preety much unproductive day, im off to work in a bit tho, good job i like my job or i wouldnt feel like going! spoke to my best …
Hope all is well, have a great weekend.
hope ur doing ok-deb
sending hugs. would love to hear from you. take care and God bless.
misou. hope all is ok. hope you had a happy thanksgiving. you are in my thoughts. many hugs. take care and God bless.
still long time since last journal entry, hope you are alright. Whatever is going on be strong. Hope to hear frm you again soon.-deb
Was sexually abused by a close family member from the age of 4 to 10 years. I have taken fluxeotine but made me even worse in my opinion, i am now considering councelling and am slowly learning to open up to people.
Due to sexual abuse many years ago, and relationships later on in my life, i am now having problems in my relationship, both sexually and emotionally
depression due to sexual abuse when i was younger, and bad relationships later on in life. depression is not as bad as it was but do have occassional 'slip backs'
not sure if i suffer from migraines or not, grandmother had them so its a possibility. prescribed co-proxamol.