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we just had a 4 day hot spell of weather...was soooo hot n we have no air conditioner....rrr...but it's all good cus the bill never gets to high lol....
discomfort for financial benefit...mmmmm
Jamie n me sorted our differences n we ok now...I still feel weirded out though....I cant look at him directly n I have so many paranoid thoughts racing round in my head...I might go back to the dr.....i need to actually....
Ive had 3 episoded since xmas,its taking a strain on me physically n emotionally.....and yes,they will increase my meds cus im not being totally aided by these.
Fuck,,,,it sux dix...getting up every morn to take meds then lunch then night time......
i feel almost muted,like im not me....im so emotionally detatched to all 'experiences 'in life,I dont like that cus i should feel something yeah??
All the psych';s hardly adress any of my 'issues'...they just sit there n let me talk,maybe it's better that way but.......I'd like them to ask me some ? sometimes,prompt me like,,,,
ah well..at least i feel okay today...my head isnt swaying like it usually does lol.
xx courtney xx
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we just had a 4 day hot spell of weather...was soooo hot n we have no air conditioner....rrr...but it's all good cus the bill never gets to high lol....
discomfort for financial benefit...mmmmm
Jamie n me sorted our differences n we ok now...I still feel weirded out though....I cant look at him directly n I have so many paranoid thoughts racing round in my head...I might go back to the dr.....i need to actually....
Ive had 3 episoded since xmas,its taking a strain on me physically n emotionally.....and yes,they will increase my meds cus im not being totally aided by these.
Fuck,,,,it sux dix...getting up every morn to take meds then lunch then night time......
i feel almost muted,like im not me....im so emotionally detatched to all 'experiences 'in life,I dont like that cus i should feel something yeah??
All the psych';s hardly adress any of my 'issues'...they just sit there n let me talk,maybe it's better that way but.......I'd like them to ask me some ? sometimes,prompt me like,,,,
ah well..at least i feel okay today...my head isnt swaying like it usually does lol.
xx courtney xx
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HAng in thier my friend if they aren't helping them maybey you could find some one else. I hope that you are feeling better soon and miss you
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