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gosh its been tough these past few nites . i have been in therapy for the past 3 weeks now and the nite mares and …
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Well, another family gathering, a joyous occasion of my neice's wedding, but I approach it with trepidation because of the invisible monster that lurks in the ranks......I so wish I knew the truth of the situation. She may never tell me, but I am convinced that in the end, it will be revealed, at least at my death, because I think that heaven is all about truth. I hang onto that. So I am going, I'll be with the family for a week, most of whom I love dearly, and one unknown who I hate. That hate is like a virus, infecting the whole of the family, because I don't know where to aim it. My daughter seems happy and excited to go; for that I am happy, I want her to have a good time. I'll journal more on my return.
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I hope that you enjoy the wedding. I'm sure that one day your daughter may feel able to tell you who the monster in your family is but for now continue to give her the support that she needs so if she ever does want to share she'll feel comfortable to do so. Stay strong, big hugs. xx
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i hope it's enjoyable and you find peace in the fact that she is happy to go. take care. love and hugs, meg
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