agizmo4me's Journal

I am on vacation and I had my daughter up for her b-day , she seemed a little miserable, I can not make her happy she has to find that on her own.

I have alot to do and again feel like doing nothing this comes and goes ALOT !

It all takes time but time does not heal inspite of what I hear, it seems farther away but it does not heal. I think the longer we are with someone and we become dependant it is not good. I am having a hard time with that. I was raised that dad did the STUFF and then the husband. So now it is the woman. Well I am a little confused today, my daughter was a little distant she does not share feeling and she gets angry over little things and holds grudges but I cant do it for her. I have not heard from my baby this week , I feel abandoned sometimes by her. I can't tell her she will go off on me.

Oh my maybe I should have had a boy I hear they stick by the mom. LOL

I am worried I want to to north for my husbands buriel at his parents but it is money again,

I think America wants us to suffer I am having a hard time with this also , I pay good taxes and work hard and this is the thanks we get , all the money goes overseas and we can hardly afford to eat !!

Well I ma making myself more miserable and I refuse so I am gonna get up and vaccumn !!

LOVE YA ALL ..............wish we were all together ..................Norma