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    About Me

    I am a widow now as of July 16th 2007 and have two adult girls and two adult female cats, and a little rescue "Markee angel" I have panic and anxiety disorder and I am afraid of being alone. I work full time and I wish I could fly I want to go so many places. I like to read but sometimes have a hard time concentrating. I come from the country and like to think I am a survivor, I would someday like to be happy again.

    Interests

    Animals, reading, cars, talking with my friends, the beach, and I love sunshine!

  • Recent Activity

    June 23

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  • Journal

    • burial

      Mood June 9, 2008 11:48am

      I am back and resting ..........kinda ,the flight was up and back and only had one from Pitt to N.C. that I wasn't particularly fond of. It was a …

    • services

      Mood June 6, 2008 1:44am

      Hi all I just wanted to update ya all , I am leaving in the morn for Pittsburgh as my husbands family wants to bury Marks ashes there sooooooo pray …

    • ccs

      Mood May 26, 2008 11:55pm

      I have just paid off two credit cards online !! Yippppeeeeee

       

      I have more but thats ok I can do it !  I have to live with out them and learn …

    • time

      Mood May 26, 2008 1:59pm

      I am on vacation and I had my daughter up for her b-day , she seemed a little miserable, I can not make her happy she has to find that on her own.

      I …

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      From magssupport Friday

      Here's a hug to wish you a happy 4th of July. Maggie

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      From dee121 June 9

      will be thinking about you...x

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      From magssupport June 8

      Here's a hug for you hoping that everything is going well. Hope you're having a good day. Maggie

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      From EcoGreenWorld June 2

      thanks, and thanks for the grand advice,... HUGS to you... hope your day is going great!

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      From Bobbee June 1

      Your journal helps me. It is good to know that others feel the same things. I hope you are feeling well. You certainly seem to be managing things - although I know it is hard. God bless.

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  • Goals

    Progress

    20 %

    Goal End Date is Dec 1, 08 145 more days.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Anxiety

      I have had anxiety,panic,depression for 20 plus years and yes I get very angry, more now than ever, I don't know what to do.I pray and take a few meds but I have trouble handling getting older also.

      Treatments

      BuSpar Not Working
      Had a terrible allergic reaction!
      Klonopin Working / Worked
      Been on it since the first panic attack and It had helped ALOT I was agoraphobic at 25 with two girls.
      Paxil Not Working
      terrible......yawning and dry mouth
      Cymbalta Somewhat Helpful
      It seemed to be working but to expensive had to go off due to no insurance!
      Celexa Working / Worked
      So far so good but yawn alot and get a very dry mouth and throat I'm hanging in there though
    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      i have been depressed for a very long time, don't think I was ever really happy, content when I had my girls.

      Treatments

      Cymbalta Working / Worked
      It seemed ok I had to stop it I couldn't afford them
    • Open Panic Attacks

      I have had these since I was 23 years old ........a long time I have been to counseling for them and now I get mostly anxiety.

      Treatments

      Klonopin Working / Worked
      been on this for years and it is what helped when I thought I was losing my mind, definitley can tell if I take one a little late though!
      Paxil Not Working
      terrible
      Xanax Somewhat Helpful
      I used sparingly in the early years so I do not remember I do know alot of people on them.
      Zoloft Not Working
      terrible
    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Partner/Spouse

      I lost my husband last week and Wed., was our 16th anniversary, he had strokes and then a massive heart attack, I miss him so !!

      Treatments

      Crying Somewhat Helpful
      makes me sick though
      Prayer Working / Worked
      thank God I have it
      Talking Too Soon to Tell
      I am not sure I am afraid people will get tired of hearing me.
      Remembering Working / Worked
      it helps temporary
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