I AM SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!
Well I am so frustrated that i could scream right about now!!!!!. I mean i know it is tough on there end but it is even harder on my end. i go …

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i am just feeling very blah and emotionally drained right now!!!
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i am a 43 year old disabled woman who suffers from RSD and is chronic pain all the time. i am also a survivor of sexual/physical abuse from my father and abuse from my exhusband so i actually do thank god every day that i am around because there have been some really dark years in my life where i just didn't think i was gonna make it. i have 3 birds that are our kids since i am unable to have any. i thank god every day for meeting the man that i love because he saved me from an abusive marriage and made me realize that i was worth being on this planet when i had been told for almost all my life that i wasn't worth the air that i breathed. i spend my days trying to get my fiance out of jail but it is has been to no avail so far. so i just sit here and write to him every day to help keep his spirits up. i also write letters to judges and lawyers trying to see what i can do for him. this is how i deal with what is going on with us right now. we have been together 8 years in may so i am not going anywhere any time soon which is a big comfort to him.
I write poetry for my man to keep him happy. I do oil paintings of flowers and birds. i crochet blankets and do needle point to keep my hands busy. i paint ceramics and do wood burning to sell to make some extra cash to help suport my man. i also do flowers for weddings and what ever occasion some one might need it for.
Well I am so frustrated that i could scream right about now!!!!!. I mean i know it is tough on there end but it is even harder on my end. i go …
Well alot has happened in the last 6 weeks since i wrote anything. my fiance was moved from the county jail to the state prison they go to be …
Well this has been a sad week for me, my fiance was swabbed on wednesday night and they took him upstate thursday morning. So it will be like …
Well this was a busy week for all of us, i got 2 letter this week one from the lawyer saying that he has spent a lot of time getting jamies …
Well I have some good news we just got the papers and jamies lawyer filed the appeal whoo hoo! i am so excited about this right now it is the …
Smiling is infectious, You can catch it like the flu. Someone smiled at me today, And I started smiling too. Pass it on it will make you feel good. Have a wonderful weekend.
Don't know if you have the internet back or not yet. Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. Hope you are well. Love Rhea
So sorry that you have to give it up for a while.DS helps so much. I really feel for you in your situation. Libraries have computers usually you can log on to, just an idea so if you need to talk to one of your DS friends. Lots of Love Rhea
Thanks for the hug. the mailing addy is posted in the forum. thank you for your support and empathy
Stopping by to wish you a beautiful week.
well in a nutshell my fiance was out with a friend 1 nite the guy goes i need to stop by my brothers to get something. he stayed in the car and the guy went in & then they went out riding around for a bit then went to the mall . the friend dropped him off & 2 weeks later the police are here & arrest my man & charge him with burglary where a gun was taken during it. the other guy testified against my man & he was just sentenced to 14 yrs for this crap and i am lost and wandering what to do now!