Journal Entry for May 31, 2007
May 31, 2007 2:02pm
I'm new here and never been to any support group other than greef release years ago. I lost my son 25 years ago. He was murdered at 18 months old …
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I'm 46 years old and have lost an 18 month old son to murder. 25 years ago. It has not been solved and I'm stuck in this. I just found new info. and it is really hard. My ex has been driving around with my son ahes in his van for 25 years in some kind of weard guilt. I feel I can nolonger sit back and let him get away with this murder. I tried for years to let go. But now finding out he has been doing this makes me want to dig in again. I have been in contact with police again and hope they will listen now.
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I'm now a clown. I have tried to make the most of my pain and reach out to others. So I became aclown and love to work with children. I think that thru my loss many children have receved benifits. I feel strong about being a safe place for kids to be around. I worked in foster care also and with drug babies too. My life has been making a differance. it does seem to help my pain. I know I can;t bring back my son but his life will never be in vain. I also am working on not being a victim anymore. So I do work with the state to raise awarwness on child abuse.
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No matter what anyone tells you kepp following your path, They may tell you to forget it and ask why it is important is important because you say so God loves you and loves your son and daughter. You all must have closure and a kind of justice, I pray for you
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I cannot identify with your awful experience. I did join this site 2 nights ago like you for a different reason. I wish you well with doing what you need to do in the name of justice and peace of mind. You're in my prayers
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildMy son was first taken then murdered at 18 months old. 25 years ago.I just heard new painful info. on his case. My daughter was also abused by her father in this case and has many scars in her feeling too.
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- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It has been many years now and hard to cry but I'm now going thru pain again.
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- yes at the time 9 years after his death I was able to work on it after not dealing with any of it.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I went to church after 9 years and found a lot of relief but now it is all back up in my face.
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