Journal Entry for June 21, 2007
just when it all starts to look good an im moving on an up, my mentor pass's away, it just seems never ending, ash, lourie, family move, wendy …
is feeling Horrible
im cuortney an im 23 years old, my mum was diagnosed with pd when i was younger an now that i am older an her medication is changing i have more an more questions but no one to talk to. i do alot of charity work to raise money an awarness in the community esp. in motorsport with my own generation to raise there awarness of it. i have also had trouble with adhd my whole life, going through school being called names an teachers not helping me because they thought i was not interested, when i did my work every day an tried i just didnt understand, finally at 18 i was diagnosed, i still have trouble with it an still have trouble with the depression some times which is part of it, but my partner of 2 years is really good with me an i love him for that.
i love drumming, crime movies like csi, fishing, going to fiji an new zealand to see my family. working on our cars with my partner, racing, drags, anything that involves me racing an going fast an working on cars hehe. spending time with my mum doing girl things an just hanging out
just when it all starts to look good an im moving on an up, my mentor pass's away, it just seems never ending, ash, lourie, family move, wendy …
well this morning i woke up an got straight into what i needed to do for the day, im going to forget the negatives an look positive as i need to get …
i dont understand why it is, that i, dunno, just have this fustration that no one understands wat its like to be me an cant unerstand why i cant …
well i spoke to my mum today, she has had to get her self her first walking stick. for some reason this really hit home to me, but im just not sure …
my name is courtney an i am 23 years old. my mum was diagnosed when i was still in high school, i was about 15. at the time i didnt know what was …
here's a hug. :)
thanks for your response, dah-ling..I am DETERMINED to be positive......soooo sorry about your Mum.......that has to be tough, but am glad you have a partner who is good and understanding.........:) Linda
replied to your post on the PD board - hopefully it will help!
you're welcome hun! anytime!
neat pik! is that your car! we are car freaks here! flowers to cheer you up! stay strong and God bless...
my mum was diagnosed with parkinsons when i was young, her, my father an brother have all moved to brisbane were the warmer weather an the family from new zealand moving there will help her, also there more advance there then here in adelaide. but now she has more advanced help an also her self with her parkinsons some of the new treatments they want to try i am unsure of an internet doesnt help with there big words, so im looking for people who understand an can speak my own language.
i have had adhd all my life an was never diagnosed will i was 18. i went through school not learning because the teachers either didnt understand the fact i didnt understand them or just thought i was a clown an not trying, so i had alot of anger an no real friends. after being diagnosed i still had trouble with my angre an was fustrated at everything, so i went of the rails so to say for a couple of years. im now 23 have a job an a partner an we live together, but still have bad days