Journal Entry for July 17, 2007
July 17, 2007 8:30pm
Sorry I've been away for a while, have been trying to get things straightened out and keep things on the up and up. I have been doing very …
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About Me
I am a 23 year old male from New York.......I just recently lost my mother due to complications from pancreatic cancer...........I also lost my best friend to leukemia a couple years ago........recently I have developed serious suicidal thoughts and cant seem to be happy ever again
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Journal Entry for June 11, 2007
June 11, 2007 8:46pm
Another week down and things are still going very well. Good days and bad days just like everyone else, but my new found motivation and my new …
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Journal Entry for June 4, 2007
June 4, 2007 8:17pm
For some reason, things are starting to look alot better............I still have my bad days just like everyone else, but as far as my life is …
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Journal Entry for May 31, 2007
May 31, 2007 9:34pm
After a very difficult day yesterday in which it seemed like suicide was the only option, I have rebounded with the help of my father and friends, …
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Journal Entry for May 30, 2007
May 30, 2007 9:59pm
I can't really describe my feelings right now. I am just so tired of everything. I can't sleep, I can't eat. And this …
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just wanted to give ya a hug im soo sorry about your mom i to lost mine to panc ca less than a month ago.
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I am trying to be strong but it still hurts so bad how do you cope losing your mom?
I’m With You
hey guy! just stopping by to see if your back yet; guess not. hoping every thing is o.k. i'll keep checking on you. hugs and prayers for you, luv, weezie
High Five
Love you too! Let's make it a habit...lol. It's nice seeing the floor in your room again. That and not having it smell like man A$$..lol. I'm still going to move you back upstairs though I want to turn that room into a computer/guest room. So you may have a few years before the rest of the projects get done...;) Later, Pops
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i haven't been around much latley either...i've been pretty busy myself. we will have to catch up later. hope ur summer is going well!!!
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Close Pancreatic Cancer
My mother passed away from pancreatic cancer on march 25th, 2007. It doesn't seem to get any easier....
Close Bereavement
My mother just recently passed away on March 25th due to complications from pancreatic cancer after we had thought she beat it. It 2004, my best friend Rich also passed away from Leukemia after a long hard fought battle.
Open Depression
I have been depressed for a long time now. My mom just passed away 2 months ago which definitely added to it. My best friend Rich also passed away from leukemia in 2004. And recently I have had thoughts that no one should ever have regarding my personal health.
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