babygurl12's Journal

i am so stressed out, my bio;ogal mother rold in a letter that he was adoped and sent a pic of me ans his dad holding him on thanksgiving about 20 yrs.

when he was 2 mons his dad left. so my son stared asking questions about his dad. so i found his dad and call him that my son has been incarteraded since he was 13 and the he wanted to write so him. he said that would be fine.i called first because,i didnt want my son to get hurt.

dont get me wrong i want me son to have an adult relationship with his dad.

when i was talking to his dad it brought back all those feelings from 20 yrs ago and he made it a point to tell me he wasent with anyone.

he alot older than me hes 61 and just had lung cancer a few week ago. now my son wantsus to get back together,totally not happning,so im way stressed out.

well thats it for now. bye friend!