well things have been very iventful! my dad moved in with me glad about that.
all my son can do is ask for things i cant afford, and it makes me feel really bad!
my husband is really being a jerk surprise huh!
welkl thats all for tonight,good nite friends!
i am so stressed out, my bio;ogal mother rold in a letter that he was adoped and sent a pic of me ans his dad holding him on thanksgiving about 20 yrs.
when he was 2 mons his dad left. so my son stared asking questions about his dad. so i found his dad and call him that my son has been incarteraded since he was 13 and the he wanted to write so him. he said that would be fine.i called first because,i didnt want my son to get hurt.
dont get me wrong i want me son to have an adult relationship with his dad.
when i was talking to his dad it brought back all those feelings from 20 yrs ago and he made it a point to tell me he wasent with anyone.
he alot older than me hes 61 and just had lung cancer a few week ago. now my son wantsus to get back together,totally not happning,so im way stressed out.
well thats it for now. bye friend!
well im back,i promise to try to write more. i just get so depressed and sometime when my husbands at work i have to much pain getting up.
ive been falling at least once a week. but my husband got me a 3 yr chihuaha.she is so spoiled we i lay down during the day or for the night , guess where she sleeps right behind me,read between the line on that one. we are going to be moving in sept and raising chihuaha. pretty good money with paper here the lowest they go for is
three hundred and fifthy $ not bad huh?
mu dogs name is ethel the new females name is going to be lucy luv and the male ricky
i guees you can tell im a big i love lucy fan! well thats it for now unless i think of something before bed! good bye friend!



