Today I plan to either take the kids to the pool or work on the fathers day gift. Yesterday was a hard day for me because my sons like to push my buttons and the dh is working and I agreed to try to work things out, that in itself is alot of work that I just don't have the strength for , Monday I do have a job interview so maybey I will get the job and that will give me some time out of the home and away from the children and the children can have some time away from me, sounds strange but I think children do need to be away from their parents from time to time, for me it can't be over night but I hope things will work out. The dh did let me sleep this morning, He went into work an hour late so I could sleep past 7am, which was so nice ! My body feels more rested. Well I hope that everyone is having a better day than yesterday ! hugs to all and be strong !!
Good luck with the interview. Being away from the kids is good for all, don't feel guilty. I hope you're able to figure out whether you want to split or not. It's certainly one of the hardest things in life, I know cause even after all I've been through I'm having terribly depressing and confused day. All my best to you.
JerryG