may not be on his site again [ good ]. i hope and pray with all my heart that i can KILL my self no one cares about me so dont make youf self fill better by saying you did . all i needed was one fucking parson to care just one and you could have saved me and if your thinking what about your son i fucking touild you i am a shit and he will be better off with out a cunt like me. if i cant do it may be i wiil come back and you can all laugh at me it will be great fun. so pray fo me that i can do it and i hope it is so pain full for me[ fucking good ]
I must say that I have felt this way many times over the last few months... The hardest thing I ever had to do in order to take a baby step was to take an honest look at myself. Yes, I falter, yes, I stumble, but the reality is I am alive. I can feel. and sometimes the way I feel is incredibly miserable. But that is my reminder that I am alive and that my purpose here on earth is not done yet. To give up is to let the adversary win. So I have to stop myself, I have to remember to take each day at a time. I know that much of the time I can't control what is happening right now. but what I can control is my reaction to it. I can't let this take me over and drown me. Stop and think about the positives that have occurred and remember that this is just a set back. You can get through this. The choice is yours.
KelleyP
This is an ultimate decision that cannot be undone. The most common problem with people contemplating suicide is that they can only see the present. You must believe that it is still possible to improve your life. The tunnel is dark but I promise you there IS light.
katenyc
Please reconsider, remember even if today is the worst point in life you have ever experienced, there is always hope for tomorrow. One you've hit rock bottom the only way left to go is up.Please feel better. If you need to talk I'm here for you.
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wifey2507
If you can't make it well don't worry, you're far not the only one who contemplated suicide as the last path to freedom and can't make it through. No one will laugh about it, I think a lot of people would actually sympathize. I wish I could tell you think will get better but the truth is I've got no fucking idea. What I can tell you is that your son won't be better off without you. So ff you don't do it well come back and no worries about it.
Neon
Hugs to you!!!!!!!!!!!!
shellyb67