It has been a long few days and …
It has been a long few days and I am trying to get my act together. It is hard but with everyones help and prayers I am …
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I was an absolute trainwreck on our follow-up appointment on the 28th. My DH reduced my composure in the parking lot over a parking space and being late for our meeting. Thinking of me and the fact that it was -27oC outside my DH said I should get out at the door and head to our meeting while he found a parking spot, I heard go do another thing alone so I said no I'd wait for him, well he swore and got fed up with the parking vultures so went to leave the hospital parking lot to park off campus, so I swore at him and told him to get back to the parking lot and part in the staff parking if he had too. Needless to say I wasn't in any mood for a meeting going over the status of our last IVF trial. I was in such bad shape that the IVF Dr. gave us a name of a good shrink and recommended we give him a call and make an appointment. It wasn't something I wanted to hear though I could completely understand her recommendation, I couldn't string a sentence together without my voice breaking.
We went over all of the positives they saw on our last trial. And she was very understanding saying her and her team share a level of our frustration because they are at a loss of how to do things differently with us because we are unexplained. She did requisition some more BW to test antibody levels to see if I carry an antibody that would be agressive towards a pregnancy. Nine viles of blood later, my DH turned white when I told him how many viles were taking, they had to switch arms.
We discussed doing an FET in January so mid Dec. I am to contact the IVF team (when AF arrives) and they will start me on Superfact about 3 weeks prior to transfer. This IVF team also puts FET patients on estrogen and progesterone during the trial. I am still doing accupuncture so maybe I can prepare my system better.
Heres to hoping ladies. Have a great time Christmas shopping and preparing for the holidays. Take some time to just enjoy you. I am sending lots of babydust to us all.
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Wishing you a peaceful and blessed holiday season. I am always crossing my fingers for you!
pugbee
I am so sorry to hear about all that you're going through. It's so difficult to ride the rollercoaster of emotions with just IVF alone not to mention what you both have been through. I know in my heart that your time will come soon....remember that we are all here for you and that you're never alone. You have a great team of doctors and a DH whom i sure supports you all the way. Try to take these next few weeks to enjoy yourself. If you have any questions about your FET, e-mail me as i am going through it right now...Baby dust!
dogmom2
Here's to having a peaceful, relaxing holiday. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
cecilflea
YOu are in my thoughts always. I am so sorry to hear about your rough day. I am encouraged to hear that you have a plan for your next cycle. Take it one day at a time and lean on your DH right now. You guys need each other right now. I wish you peace and hope.
Jenelle8
Ugh, sounds like a terrible day. Glad to hear your FET will happen in the not so distant future. Thinking of you!
Rachm
I'm sorry to hear what your going through. You and your DH emotions are both raw right now. Make sure to take time to appreciate each other,
I know it's not easy, my DH and I got into it last night. Infertility is hard on both of us and I have to try to remember that.
Hopefully your upcoming cycle will give you and your DH the desires of your heart. God Bless.
angela48111