wow, i can't believe how easy i have lost my temper lately. Yesterdar one little happened and i completely broke down. I think this might have been a good thing as i had not yet cried or really grieved my loss. I just wish i could get back to normal. I try to live like nothing happened,but I can't. Sometimes wheni am talking with friends i want to say something about what happened, to talk about it. But I always choke. Other than my immediate family only two other people know.
We want to try to get pregnant again. Of course I have been here in Canada since the 11 of January visiting my family. I don't want toreplace what I lost.
I did the same things after I miscarried... My emotions were all over the map. That didn't seem to last a really long time though. Trying for another baby isn't you just replacing what you lost - its an understandable desire and I did that too. It's completely normal.
MaddysMom