Not feeling all the greatest today.Talking with a good friend of mine earlier and she told me that her sister is pregnant, after just finalizing her second adoption. It is such great news for her. Since the New Year I have heard of three people i know that are expecting, and oddly enough they are all expecting in July, when i was due. This makes me feel the loss even more. I have good dyas and bad. I am doing my best to rely and trust that God does now and that all things work together for good, but it is a slow go. There has been so much going on in my life and then on top i had to deal with this. I am not very strong right now.Pleas God let tomorrow be a better day.
When I miscarried, I felt like everyone around me was either getting pregnant or just had babies. I felt like the only person on the planet who was going through it and everyone else was throwing it in my face. I knew it wasn't true, but that's how I felt. I know what it's like. Keep relying on God - take this time to draw closer to him through Bible reading, I suggest. It will get better. You'll have good days and bad days, but over all there will be improvement.
MaddysMom