Sarahsma's Journal

Ok, so Im tender hearted, trusting, generous, sensitive, easily moved, and a deep feeler, these are all good things but bad people can make you feel stupid about being this way...for a moment..but I am happy with who God made me to be, although I am overly opinionated and give unsolicited advice, its only because I care. Im not going to change who I am or how I feel because some MORE people have taken advantage of me, I am just going to learn and teach my kids to learn from me. Its important to be cautious, its also important to  occasionally stick your neck out,  and go out on a limb for trust.  I  created this beast by helping out this family of 9,  I trusted someone who was a liar and a stranger, but  I shouldn't have. It  makes me wiser,  and maybe killed a few days of this precious life (which bothers me most) but  I have to learn more caution, and  I have in other areas. When hiring a contractor, I  give a deadline, and demand a contract. I don't pay in advance.  I  need to remember to listen to my gut a little closer next time.  Steve Knox lied to me, so what, I can't dwell on that. His wife Diane Barton is  a  lousey  homemaker, ok, and granted they abused our home and our property but I take things personal, and this is business. I would like to NOT take it personally, but that is just my sensitive side that has a side that hurts. For every characteristic I can think of, I know of the opposite which has a positive to it, so I will focus on that.

Today is hubby's last day of vacation, its rainy but I will try and convince him to relax today so he will be well rested going back to work. I will get our master bedroom and bath in order so he won't be flustered tomorrow morning. Ive enjoyed having him around the last 10 days, we get along so well, its odd, he never gets on my nerves. I will miss him tomorrow.

Thats my sensitive side...