Journal Entry for November 12, 2008
November 12, 2008 7:49am
Goal Completed on Nov 12, 08
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About Me
single mum to four children and two precious grandchildren. volunteer extraordinairre, home educator, home birther, lover of people generally.
Interests
dancing with my brother Col one day, a book called "90 minutes in Heaven", music generally.....
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November 12
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vikingprincess gave lasthopem a Hug 7:55am
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vikingprincess gave colindove a Hug 7:53am
miss you and love you bro L xx…
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vikingprincess commented on their journal entry Journal Entry for November 12, 2008 7:52am
I am 52 and have completed a radio broadcasters course and have my own programme on a local Christian…
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vikingprincess wrote a journal entry updating their become a confident radio goal 7:49am
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Radio Announcing
August 27, 2008 7:03pm
Just finished a three month Broadcasters Course with a local Community (Christian) radio station. I now have a regualr two and a half hour …
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thank you. can I ask what made you send the hug? Just out of curiosity more than anything.
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that was very nice nor leave me or forsake me for this is what im clinging to! big hugs to you love deby
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THANK YOU, AND HAVE VERY MUCH FAITH, AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE SO RIGHT BUT ALSO KNOW THE DR SAID SHE CLD BE LIKE THIS TILL SHES 15 OR OLDER WE MET AN OLYMPIC GOLD MEDALIST AT OUR LAST LIVER SUPPORT MEETING JUST 3 WEEKS AFTER HER TRANSPLANT SHEE IS 21 SO I MUST MOVE FORWARD. I THINK WHAT SCARES ME IS I WAS TRAINED FOR NURESING AND AM SURE OF MYSELF AND THIS EVEN THO I TAIGHT HER TO READ IT WAS FOR OCCUPATIONAL PURPOSES AND THIS I FEEL IS AN ENTIREELY DIFFERENT THING, HER FUTURE DEPENDS ON WHAT I TEACH HER TO SATISFIY ANOTHER PERSON A BEKA! I THINK THATS MY FEAR OF NOT DOING WELL ENOUGH TO PLS THEM BEING LEGALLY DEAF I SECOND GUESS MYSELF DID I HEAR RIGHT GET THAT RIGHT ALL THOSE THINGS BUT HOPE THAT ISNT RUBBING OFF ON HER CUZ SHE IS DOING GREAT SHE IS WILLING AND SMART I THINK IF I WAIT SHE MAY GET SET IN HER WAYS AND NOW SHES MOLDABLE! WONDER IF GOD EVER THINKS THAT ABOUT US? BIG HUGS LOVE DEBY
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IVE ALREADY PAID FOR THE YR!! BUT SHE IS ENJOYING IT BUT IM JUST SO SCARE, IVE HAD HER LIFE HANGING IN THE BALANCE BEFORE IN MY HANDS BUT I WAS A TRAINED NURSES ASSIANT BUT THIS IM NOT TRAINED FOR AND THAT SLANT REALLY SCARES ME. ANOTHER PROBLEM MY HEALTH PROBLEMS WILL ONLY GET WORSE AS HERS ALSO SO THE MORE WE DO LEARN THE BETTER SHE WILL BE. IF SHE LEARNS TO WRITE THEN SHE CAN ALMOST DO ALL THE THINGS HERSELF, SHE READS AND COMPREHEDS SO WHEN SHE WRITES ILL PRETTY MUCH HAVE IT MADE I HOPE LOL BUT I HAVE TO DO IT WILL HEALTH OF THE BOTH OF US ALLOW I HAVE DDD (9 DEGENERATIVE DISC DISEASE) WHICH IS VERY PAINFUL IN ITSELF AND THEN MY HEARING I DO HAVE SOME RIGHT NOW BUT DONT KNOW FOR HOW LONG, WONDER WHY THEY DONT CATION THOSE DVD'S OR AT LEAST SUBTITLES WLD BE GREAT IDEA! BIH HUGS LOVE DEBY
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I grew up with an alcoholic drug dependent mother and a father who was not there for me emotionally. He was her victim himself and taught me by his behaviour that the best way to avoid conflict with mum was to put up and shut up. Do anything and everything to please her. I learned it well. My anxiety continues to be a reality for me most days. Now I know it is ok and I can manage it. It is nothing to be ashamed of. It's good to know I am not the only one.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- when I can walk for 40 minutes every day I cope much better. I take my dogs. some days it is hard to get motivated so I bought an eliptical trainer I can use inside
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- I find it helpful to keep busy even if I am not motivated to do it. Even household chores can be a blessing. having a routine is helpful too.
Close Codependency
I accepted my codependence 19 months ago. Friends had tried to tell me about it for years, but it wasn't till my second marriage ended that I saw the truth about myself.It was a life defining moment as Dr Phil would say.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- I attended two Coda meetings a week for eight months. It was hard to go to that first one. Pride, fear and shame battled within me but I knew I had to go anyway.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I have had regular counselling each week and find it very helpful. I haven't had to pay for it which has been a blessing in my recovery.
Open Single Parenting
Single mom and grand mom to four children and two grand children. single from 1994-2002, and Oct. 2005 till now. Youngest is 13. Son left home to marry at 19. Three girls still at home with me.
Treatments
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- I meet other single moms online and give them encouragement and support. Many have young children and find it very difficult. We all need to stick together.
Open Home Schooling
I have been homeschooling for 21 years now. Only one child of 13 still being taught. Three others are adults now. Always looking to share and offer support. thanks Lynn Australia
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