Journal Entry for December 12, 2007
Today is bad, as always i feel like my life isnt worth it anymore. Nothing is worth it. No one cares, i dont seem to have many friends …
is feeling Horrible
Currently filing divorce papers from Ed...
Today is bad, as always i feel like my life isnt worth it anymore. Nothing is worth it. No one cares, i dont seem to have many friends …
P.S. I'm scared
In the process of trying to comfortable with admitting when im hungry or eating not so healthy foods in front of people sometimes...i think ive …
I can really relate to how you feel. Sometimes I feel the same way. I'm here if you need me.
Hang in there with college and your relationship.
I'm a college student as well and I know how you feel. It's really difficult to concentrate on school when often food is all I can think about. Hang in there and keep trying. I know its so tough. If you ever need to vent to talk I'm here.
I'm not a student but I understand some of what your going through. You are not alone.
Just hugging all my friends. Big bear hugs
I think i've always had an issue with food and absolutely loving it...maybe too much that I allow it to hide my feelings of much depression and anxiety. More to the point my compulsive overeating acts as an escape that I can't seem to control which then leads to more depression afterward from feeling failure to stop. Excessive working out or occassional purging follows often after but those "cures" never seem to last. I'm stuck in a horrible cycle.
From being addicted to food, to finally kicking the addiction entirely (by not consuming really any of it), to full throttle addicted again..which thus leads to depression..