I am really sad today. I spent all morning going through pictures of my grama. I am making a huge collage of pics. of her with all of the family, and the kids, grama at holidays,etc... It has been a very emotional day. Then I get a call from my mom, and My Aunt has "appointed" my mom and I to be in charge of writing her eulogy. Talk about pressure! This wil be read in front of hundreds of peopls. So, all morning my mom and I have been talking to family members to get thei "stories" and thoughts to put in the eulogy. Her funeral is this Fri. I am also upset because I can't go. The number 1 reason is that Cameron can only tolerate sitting in his car seat for about a 1/2 hour at a time without getting a severe backache, and he can pretty nuch only walk short distances, so flying and driving are out... Anyway, I have been crying ALL DAY long! I am sad and exhausted...
I am soo sorry that's such a hard thing to go through > My heart goes out to you I was just there April 20th and All I can say is it takes time to start to normalize and going through the process of getting things ready does help in a way but wont seem like it at the time. Please know that my prayers are with you and I support you in going through this and I promise just pray as you cry and just keep going as she would have wanted you to and it will get easier to think of her and not cry it'll just a little time
Cherish13b
I am so sorry. Is there someone that could maybe keep Cameron while you go? If I could I would keep him for you. Just remember that she's up above watching you not wanting you to feel like you do.
hme77